ups and downs and downs and ups...

[selfhater17]

Stupid mood swings. I have not felt that great for the last couple of days and now i feel fine. Whatever

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I understand trauma

[trina3]

I have post traumatic stress disorder,so I understand the kinds of things you might be going through.Right now I am living with a friend who is very pparanoid so I'm lucky whenever I get out of the house.I just got back from a different state a couple of weeks ago where I had a lot of friends who were just like family to me and now I hardly get out of the house ,because my friend is so paranoid.The other day I got out of the house to see my case manager and I got drunk just to come back here.It's so messed up because I love my friend dearly,but I feel like I'm walking on pins and needles and I'm thinking about leaving here and going to a halph way house that my case manager can take me to.

Re: I understand trauma

[selfhater17]

Thanks for commenting. I hope things get better (or easier) for you and your friend somehow. Caseworkers are frustrating are they not? My medical welfare caseworker is never around when I try to contact her. Sometimes it makes me want to scream!

There is help

[trina3]

I have traumatic stress ,and i've been to a traumatic stress group.It really helped me sort things out.You might benefit from the group.It sounds to me like you don't plan on going back.Please don't give up on it.It is hard to face what you've been through,and your feelings about it,but you can get through it,and feel better about yourself.Whatever has happened to you,it's not your fault.Give it a try.

Re: There is help

[selfhater17]

I am going into the traumatic stress program, don't worry about that! I've been on the waiting list for almost a year and i really hope that the program is going to help.