Now since I'm now totally void of any phyical labor, like thinking, lol, all I have beein doing this moring is either playing SOAD's "revenga" on the bass or either trying to play the other thirteen songs ( Read more... )

I look out my door this morning and it looked like a nuclear war of nature happend while I was asleep. There are so many sticks and limbs to pick up. Just so freaking awful ( Read more... )

This so pathetic, it's been a whole week and still sick... But at least my PS2 skills are on the increase. Go to doc on monday.

Lisa is out of the hospital, but it only because there is nothing left that the docs can do for her. Sarah stoled my car for a whole day, I think her day wants to buy it for her. I must decide if I want to see it. Clay ( Read more... )

I don't know what the fuck happen friday, but god, I don't want to relive it ever again. I ran into ann at A.S.U. and talked and I invited her for a night out. Something to get some sort of closure or at least not to end our rememberance on a bad note. I have to say I really had fun and I think she did to. But I made a horrible mistake.....Karin ( ( Read more... )

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I'm a traitor, will you trust me?
I'm dead, will you return me to life?
I'm hated, will you love me?
I've lost my innocence, will you help me find it?
Save your breath
There are some things you cannot get back.

So much happend since I last posted, I fear i may leave something out. So perhaps, this entry may jump to random dates. Firstly, saturday, I along with some of my kin did a fund raiser for my aunt Naomi. The fund raiser was unsuccessful, but really, was we really expected to raise fourty thousand dollars? The first chemo teatment didn't help any, ( Read more... )

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Fist of all it was hot, so hot that words could not describe the misery of the sonna. So we all just worked at a snails pace and Neil asked me if I would like to go to Lowe's with him to get some various things. I said, what the hell, sure. For some odd reason, I decided to bring along my paintball gun with me to work, but it actually was a good ( Read more... )

I feel like an idiot ( Read more... )