Pocket Notes

[selectivelyurie]

Title: Pocket Notes [s/a]
Author: selectivelyurie
Beta: my_obsession_xx
Rating: R
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third
Summary: Brendon had heaved breaths like questions then. Now he breathes more like accusations.
Disclaimer: Not real, don't believe.
Author Notes: This is me turning Panic's trip to Africa into something angsty.

Comments

[moceanu]

there are niggers in africa

[selectivelyurie]

D:

[moceanu]

L:MFAO I LOVE MYSELF

[my_obsession_xx]

this broke my heart in all of the right ways. 8D
lovelovelovelove<4444444
/jon's wiggling toes made me all :3 ngl

[selectivelyurie]

om nom nom walker toes XD!!

tysm, bb!
<4444

[ivesia19]

I love this, but Sarah, I am writing an Africa trip fic
*pouts*
Oh well, I was thinking about tossing it anyways.
But this was lovely and angsty, and I especially love the connection between the notes.
Because yes, maybe one day, Brendon will believe it.

[selectivelyurie]

omg, bb, don't let me stop you from writing Africa trip fic! i would feel bad. plus, yours would be absolutely wonderful! don't toss it, please? :(

tysm though. that means a lot, bb.
ily
♥

[ivesia19]

I'll probably write it tomorrow anyway. And it's surprisingly not angsty.
Though - sadness on twitter - Brendon is following that girl. You know, the one he's ~dating. (i thought they broke up)
Her picture is one of them at Disney.
I can't even.... They're just good friends, they're just good friends, they're just good friends.
Brendon is gay and in love with RYAN
/rant

[selectivelyurie]

Yay! Tbh, all the angst in this fandom lately is killing me. And that's saying something because I love angst like whoa.

Oh. Oh.
That. I think that just killed my heart ;__;
*chants denial with you*
I refuse reality.

[the_randomist]

ow, my heart. *snuggles the boys*
you missed an 'e' in envelope at the beginning

[selectivelyurie]

ty, the boys need snuggles right now :(
<3333

MICROSOFT WORD! WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME???

[the_randomist]

(also, i think zack and brendon were on a different flight than the rest of them, i think they left from detroit and then met up with everyone at the layover in heathrow.) BUT STILL. THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL AND ANGSTY AND I JUST WANT TO HUGGLE BDEN AND MAYBE LICK JON'S TOES A LITTLE.

[the_randomist]

okay, now that I'm on a computer, with copy/paste(i LOVE copy/paste, omg. *humps it* O_O >_>), my favorite line:

Two years of regulated affection and defeated acceptance stream down Brendon’s face and Ryan just sinks to his knees and lets Brendon sob, “I let you fuck this up.”

Like it’s Brendon’s fault.

hajfdsasdkf Brendon. poor bb. :(
*squeezes him*
(even though I'm totally pissed at him irl rn. GRR.)

ANYWAY.
ON TO HAPPIER THINGS.

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[selectivelyurie]

i'm sorry, bb :(
*snuggles*
they really kill me sometimes, too.

<333