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[sekrit_omg]

I've never written a big bang fic that turned out good! They all have, like, experimental aspects I'm glad I tried, but in the end they were also all disasters. I wonder why this is? I mean, I wonder if it's the nature of the event, or if I'm maybe just not that great a writer? Like honestly I couldn't tell you.

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[julads]

Your BB stories are some of my favorites of yours, for what it's worth. So I would say that they definitely turned out good

[sekrit_omg]

Well, first of all, thank you for the reassurance!

Second of all -- after getting this comment I went back and reread Walpurgis Night. I honestly don't know if I've reread it since it was posted in 2012. I guess it's a lot better than I thought it was, like, structurally you're right that it makes some kind of sense. Something about it is deeply annoying to me, though? Maybe it's just that I wrote the story so I have to feeling somehow detached from it. Also, I wrote it when I was at my most miserable ever, and I remember having no fun writing it and really feeling like "oh shit look at this long slog" so I'm sure some of that influences how I feel when I reread it.

I give myself full props for the dick-biting though! Like, wow, what a concept. I fully commend 2012 Sekrit for handling the dick-biting aspect of Stan and Kyle's marriage with ease and aplomb.

I can't reread "Not Your Time," though, I'm too conscious of where exactly I went wrong! I'm glad to hear you can appreciate it, though, since that's a huge compliment.