I have a feeling they will be what they will be. Want/Need doesn't enter into it. Unless I don't want to be what the Universe brought me into being to be.
Reading you reminded me of Inana's descent. She keeps having to discard what seems to be her identity but in the end she emerges whole and her real self. So may it be for you!
I knew you were depressed. Have you ever read the book "The Secret Strength of Depression"? been around since the 70's. Still a good book about the disease. Remember it is a brain disease, and needs treatment. I have major depression and have been treated for it for a long time. I know about those times when the meds poop out. Yes, and you thought my sunny cheery personality was all me.......
I always tell people a good day is when you get out of bed (you care to get up), you make your bed (Order out of chaos), and make yourself a cup of tea, coffee, whatever.. you care enough about yourself to live.
Hekate and I had a conversation last July complete with descent etc. I am still reeling from the whole thing. She inthe Roman sense is still there with the brain injury.
Depression can be a side effect of some medications. Your doctors were trying lots of different things. Do you have someone who is aware of all your medications and the LEVEL of dosage of each? And the potential for reactions to the combinations of those medications? It might be a good idea to check on just what kind of chemical soup you are feeding your body.
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Reading you reminded me of Inana's descent. She keeps having to discard what seems to be her identity but in the end she emerges whole and her real self.
So may it be for you!
You are always in my asking.
Blessings!!!
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I always tell people a good day is when you get out of bed (you care to get up), you make your bed (Order out of chaos), and make yourself a cup of tea, coffee, whatever.. you care enough about yourself to live.
Hekate and I had a conversation last July complete with descent etc. I am still reeling from the whole thing. She inthe Roman sense is still there with the brain injury.
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