Gaaah

[seeingonlyred]

now that i haven't talked to her in about three days I don't know what its worse talking to her and knowing i'll never be more than a friend or completely missing her...but even if i wanted to i couldn't expect her to let me talk to her after what i said to her. if she ever really wants to talk to me again she would i have confidence in that...if

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[spasticpunk5]

if she really cared about me she would be having as hard of a time being away from her as i am being away from her.

its being away from you.

n i never said i didnt... i check your away msgs a lot. never said i didnt care or anything. i miss talking to you. but i havent imed you or called because you basically told me not to. and i want to respect your wishes. nothing more i can say.. =|

[seeingonlyred]

thats sweet hun...i'll IM you sometime when your not away i need to talk to you about a couple things...