im still waiting for this punishment to be over. judi ses dad wants to keep it exactly 14 days so it doesnt seem like hes goinf easy on me. the begining of thihs week went pretty slowly but today just zoomed by. went shopping real quick earlier. everythings is way less interesting without seeing friends outa school. im free starting the the 15th ( Read more... )

It so very extremely sad im grounded grrr argh rar. i lied and said i was walking home with laura for some stupid reason even though i really wanted a ride and i got caught when laura wasnt there and now im punished because the parents think that i was hiding comething or wanted to walk home laone with some boy even though me n britt were the only ( Read more... )

im in one of those dreamy moods. that emo craving, hugging everyone mood. i just feel peaceful and kinda flirty, but in a relaxed way. crushes are cool when u dont think about em. i mean i used to get all hyped up and analytical and i probably still am. just not today. i hope this feeling last a while. i got over stuff from the earlier part of the ( Read more... )

things are pretty cool. i prevented myslef from getting hurt with the help of my dear friend sparticus, so now im not attatched to n e thing i might have regretted. ~tear~ i was just looking for a clean slate. :( o well, im still young lol. yesterday i hung out w/ rach jimmy, anthony (who is he) and lauren and matt. its funny cus i was expecting to ( Read more... )

This enter is dedicated to...

~*~*M*E*G*A*N*~*~

M- is ffr mandarin oranges. theyre orange, which is a color... and im pretty sure she has a favorite color

E- is for evergreen, which is a type of tree, and trees give oxygen, which Megan likes to breath

G- is for lampshade, which is used on lamps

E- is for eleven, which she was a couple years ago

N- ( Read more... )

Omg its the fourth entry. If i enter any more than this ive broken myy bad luck w/ journals. I usually leave them after 4. o well.its so weird, but its like i just discovered guys. Now that im not blinded by my previous crushes i see there are actually more than 2 guys in south jersey. wow. i have lots of mized emotions about certain guys right now ( Read more... )

its like quarter to noon and i just woke up. last night was way more fun than i imagined. lorin and rachel took me to the football game last night and i didnt kno i was gonna b there as long as we were. i thought it was gonna b so boring but it turned out great when mark, giodude and jackie showd up. brittany too lol. it was prettty fun. tonight ( Read more... )

....poeple try to pull us d-down, taalkin' 'bout my generation.... that song is drilled in my head. lol at least its a good one. im so tired right now but i dont want to go to sleep because then i wouldnt be awake. its weird lol. i dont feel like sleeping even though i wanna pass out ( Read more... )

I've had atleast 15 journals before. Each one never contained more than 4 entries. I have a bunch of them in my closet. I owuld just write a few entries, then forget about each memory and when i looked back a t journal id feel i was way too different or mature to to use the same book. It's sad because it would have helped me so much. I have the ( Read more... )