The Shyness that is Criminally Vulgar (Sam/Castiel)

[secondplatypus]

Is it just me, or is frottage one of the most unappealing words in the entire English language?

Title: The Shyness that is Criminally Vulgar
Author: secondplatypus
Pairing(s): Sam/Castiel, UST-y/perceived-as-unrequited Dean/Castiel, brief mention of past Sam/Gabriel
Rating: hard R/soft NC-17. I'm erring on the side of caution and calling it NC-17.
Warnings:

Comments

[sarahlizzie]

Ohh <3 That's so bittersweet and lovely. You may have been worried about this one honey, but you didn't need to be, because it gave me tinglies all over, especially that last paragraph.
I love it the bestest when you write Sassy XD

[secondplatypus]

*cuddles you*
You're so good to me.
I'm really starting to feel the Sassy-love. They're just so pretty.

[muzivitch]

Really gorgeously written. I love the bittersweet air you've got here, and the connections they both have to other/past lovers.

[secondplatypus]

Thank you so, so much. I wasn't sure if the connections to other lovers would be too much - drama and angst are so easy to overdo - so your feedback was extra-specially welcome and appreciated.

[uwalumni2]

Ohhhhh!!! This was really hot! Even though I am a Dean/Cas girl, this one was pure neediness between the two during tough times and the song, "If you're not with the one you love, love the one you're with", played through my mind! You did awesome! :D

[secondplatypus]

Dean and Cas are forever entwined in my brain, but I'll be damned if Sassy isn't about ten different flavors of hot.
I really enjoyed playing with their need and their angst and how deliciously broken they are - and that song went through my mind more than once while I was writing this.

Thankee kindly, darling

Sassy..done so good!

[blu_3_haze]

Wow..I have been away from LJ for a few days and I find this as my first read. Amazing, they are both so broken and needy here that I found myself choked up and turned on at the same time.

I am usually a big Destiel fan and I am coming to adore Sassy now too. This was as close as you could get to re-bound sex with such sadness and in the end, tenderness in that last kiss.

I loved it. I am hoping you will be writing more, I would love to see what happens the day after.. (Hint Hint) *blushes and grins*

Re: Sassy..done so good!

[secondplatypus]

they are both so broken and needy here that I found myself choked up and turned on at the same time.
*dances* That's exactly what I was going for.

I'm like you on the Dean/Cas front. They're my OTP, but I love playing with other pairings, and Sassy is growing on me, slowly but surely.

I'm really glad you appreciated the tender moment between the two of them at the end - I thought it was important to throw a little something in there to show that even though they want other people, they also want and care about each other.
Makes the whole thing even more sad and wrenchy.

This fic wasn't easy to write, but comments like yours make the trouble so very worth it.
This is actually the first part of a three-part series that I'm writing for my best friend as a reward for her finishing her giant Dean/Cas Big Bang. I'm really tempted to throw a morning-after timestamp in for these two, just because. I haven't written them together nearly enough.

[entangled_now]

I really like this, it's sharp and sad and unexpectedly lovely.

[secondplatypus]

You liking anything I write = instant flailtimes