( Do not read if under 17 and not into a little wild, kinky shower action. (NC 17) )

I was too upset last night to write a real journal entry. Today is a bit more focused, yet all those feelings are apart of me now. I can't shake this feeling of being half here. Like I'm shifting from different realms, unsure where I belong ( Read more... )

This week has been harder then my mind could grasp it would be.

I miss Dom like I miss breathing. Some times I feel like my breathing isn't enough now. Nothing feels enough now. Empty, food doesn't taste the same even. It's like I'm only half here. The rest of me is with him and our son.

I really am lost without him...

*Falls off of chair.* Ok, who rigged this thing?!! I am not having freaky dreams about Billy! So stop it! And Dom is all mine! *Mumbles about bloody rigged quizes as he is going to go take his third cold shower today.*

I have so many things I can write about here, where to start ( Read more... )

Last night was one of the most emotional nights we've had as a couple. I haven't felt this scared in a long time. He's my other half. How will I survive without his touch ( Read more... )

( Took some quizes to get my mind off of things. )

It's been good to have the last week with only a few things to do here and there. I had one interview and a call to LA. Thankfully we were alble to rebook the interview for Friday afternoon. I was doubled booked on Thursday ( Read more... )

( The tables take a turn (NC17) )

Hmmm, it seems I've been cast in a new role. This part has me in a dominant position. Not one I'm used to at this level of intensity, but some one has wanted me to take on this role and take it on I shall ( Read more... )