[Hey, I know it's been a looooong time, and this is way overdue, and I don't know if it'll mean anything at all, but I thought I would say it anyway...
I'm sorry for all that bullshit before. I was having a rough time in RL, and decided to take it out on my character instead of myself. I know this is supposed to be fun, and I didn't provide that sort of environment before. While it was going on, I didn't really realize how fucked up it was all getting. I never meant to piss you off or anything like that, so again...I'm sorry.
I don't know if that will do any good, but I thought it needed to be said anyway - even if it has been a long while.]
[I knew things had to be bad for you, which is why I asked OOC.
I cut off things with Sean and Matt for two reasons. I knew you must be having issues in real life and didn't want to add to them by Sean's anger towards Matt. The other being, that a lot of this was too close to home for me and it was bringing back a past I'd rather not dwell on.
I also knew I couldn't help you, seeing you clamimed all to be fine in real life. It was the healthiest thing I could have done for both of us.
I'm glad you're able to see things more clearly now. I hope you have been able to get support from those around you in real life.
As far as Sean goes, he will be very wary of Matt. He has gotten past the pain of that time period and will not want to go back. They'll never be close, but Sean doesn't hate Matt. He just doesn't know how to get past fearing the man.
I hope you understand, I can't just write Sean being ok with it. It's not how he'd be in real life if faced with this.
Thanks for your words and I hope you're doing well in real life. ]
[I completely understand that. I'm sorry I brought up things that you didn't want to think about. That was never my intention.
And thanks, I am doing much better now.
I do realize that Sean would be cautious of Matt, but I wasn't sure if they could start talking again. I know they won't be the best of friends or anything, but maybe Sean wouldn't fear Matt so much if he talked with him again sometimes.
Anyway, I'm doing pretty well in RL. I hope you are too.]
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I'm sorry for all that bullshit before. I was having a rough time in RL, and decided to take it out on my character instead of myself. I know this is supposed to be fun, and I didn't provide that sort of environment before. While it was going on, I didn't really realize how fucked up it was all getting. I never meant to piss you off or anything like that, so again...I'm sorry.
I don't know if that will do any good, but I thought it needed to be said anyway - even if it has been a long while.]
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I cut off things with Sean and Matt for two reasons. I knew you must be having issues in real life and didn't want to add to them by Sean's anger towards Matt. The other being, that a lot of this was too close to home for me and it was bringing back a past I'd rather not dwell on.
I also knew I couldn't help you, seeing you clamimed all to be fine in real life. It was the healthiest thing I could have done for both of us.
I'm glad you're able to see things more clearly now. I hope you have been able to get support from those around you in real life.
As far as Sean goes, he will be very wary of Matt. He has gotten past the pain of that time period and will not want to go back. They'll never be close, but Sean doesn't hate Matt. He just doesn't know how to get past fearing the man.
I hope you understand, I can't just write Sean being ok with it. It's not how he'd be in real life if faced with this.
Thanks for your words and I hope you're doing well in real life. ]
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And thanks, I am doing much better now.
I do realize that Sean would be cautious of Matt, but I wasn't sure if they could start talking again. I know they won't be the best of friends or anything, but maybe Sean wouldn't fear Matt so much if he talked with him again sometimes.
Anyway, I'm doing pretty well in RL. I hope you are too.]
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