2011 is about letting go of anxiety and enjoying ones self. Every day this year has been full of laughter, friends, and music. Fingers crossed for day 3.

such a comfortable couch, such a lazy sunday, but i've got to pull myself together and truck on down to work. the sun isn't even up yet.

6 years turn around
glow in the dark ouija boards
strumming chords
blackened fingers
falling ash rose
into burning lungs

it's new years eve and so far today i've bought some coffee, played a board game with my brother out in the sun, fed the dogs, smoked some greens, and played guitar.

driving around city bends in the rain
the smell of trees prominent in the
parking lot red flowers climbing up the white wall

it all boils down to one quotable phrase, "if you love something, give it away."

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who am i to me? who i am to anyone, the rain falling in the street? the smeared cityscape like a tear stained painting, or am i in the trees? i feel hollow like i could fit a million echos inside of me. every moment is a contemplation, a meditation, a retrospect, a peak, a break down, a prayer. outside the clouds are covering up the stars, and ( Read more... )

how many of us go searching for homes and wind up in a sea shell with our own echo repeating itself....

he told me to come over and bring my guitar and my camera. he was wearing his maroon jacket and i was wearing vegetable gown. lived in a metallic house where we could see our reflections so clearly, that it was cutting so deep into me, deeper than any knife. i spent all my money on a piece of music. i lost something that was such a big part of me ( Read more... )