I've been meaning to make this post for... Weeks. About two of them, I think. Maybe this also made it difficult for me to finish nano, I'm not sure
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What I need is not a warlock or a witch or anything. What I need is a guy that will take my money for the asshat's lungs. Plain and simple. I want his blood so I can bathe in it. I don't think that's too much to ask.
Hey, I can work with that! I need a real honest to god (or pagan gods, I'm not picky) voodoo guy that can, I don't know, make him gain 300 pounds? He's already fat, so 300 would really probably kill him. Or... hmm? Something interesting. I'm not sure.
I still want his blood, though. I really wanna be like that scene from Hostal 2? Bathe in his blood sounds even more promising, each time I think about it. *nods*
You were betrayed by a first class Prick. No two ways about that.
But I just read that revenge is like drinking the poison and expecting that the other person will die. It's eating you up. The best revenge on him is for you to now go on and live a good life. Just sayin', is all.....
Yeah, still hurts a bit though. Thank god it's not all pain, now. Most of it has turned to anger, and I'm hoping that in a while (don't know how long, though) it will just fade away.
I know revenge is not a good thing, but at times like this, it's like the only thing that lets me take in a deep breath. That's gonna go away, too, the need to hurt as much as I'm hurting. I know it's going to go away. Just... I'm not there yet. Just like a year ago all I could think was how much it freaking hurt, but now I think I'm over that, you know? Time helps, but man, sometimes it just goes by so freaking slowly, you know?
A year has gone by, and it has helped, and maybe when another year has gone by, I won't care about him one way or the other. Lets see what 2012 brings, right? *nods*
Yep, that pretty much sums it up. But, well. Time helps, right? I'm way better than I once was, so there's that.
Just. I don't know. A year has gone by and it feels like two months. What the fuck, right?
.. Not in that I'm still in love with him. I believe that I'm not, but I'm still angry and resented and frustrated. I'm still influenced by that, even if I'm not actually yet in love. I am, however, yet in anger, and that's not good either. But time does help. Here's to that!
Nah, it's okay. It's supposed to hurt, even now, from time to time. I used to love him like a motherfucker, you know, but, well. I tell myself that no one will ever love him like that, that right, thinking about him first and me second. I probably won't ever love like that again, too, considering that doesn't really pay, but. you know?
It's supposed to hurt, babe. I'm just glad it doesn't hurt as much anymore.
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I still want his blood, though. I really wanna be like that scene from Hostal 2? Bathe in his blood sounds even more promising, each time I think about it. *nods*
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But I just read that revenge is like drinking the poison and expecting that the other person will die. It's eating you up. The best revenge on him is for you to now go on and live a good life. Just sayin', is all.....
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I know revenge is not a good thing, but at times like this, it's like the only thing that lets me take in a deep breath. That's gonna go away, too, the need to hurt as much as I'm hurting. I know it's going to go away. Just... I'm not there yet. Just like a year ago all I could think was how much it freaking hurt, but now I think I'm over that, you know? Time helps, but man, sometimes it just goes by so freaking slowly, you know?
A year has gone by, and it has helped, and maybe when another year has gone by, I won't care about him one way or the other. Lets see what 2012 brings, right? *nods*
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Just. I don't know. A year has gone by and it feels like two months. What the fuck, right?
.. Not in that I'm still in love with him. I believe that I'm not, but I'm still angry and resented and frustrated. I'm still influenced by that, even if I'm not actually yet in love. I am, however, yet in anger, and that's not good either. But time does help. Here's to that!
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It's supposed to hurt, babe. I'm just glad it doesn't hurt as much anymore.
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