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[sdlucly]

I'm not supposed to be writing this. Truth is, I really don't want to, but this is the only place I can be as pathetic as I might like, as I might be, tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth and still find some sort of... escape, I think the word is, I'm not quite sure.

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[fifimom]

I remember this feeling, being where you are, the loneliness of it, the confusion. It does get better, you will power through it. 4 months isn't that long. You have to give yourself more time. Therapy is always a good idea. Hug.

[sdlucly]

The loneliness I can handle, it's the not knowing that fucking me up.

I hope it gets better, because if it gets worse, well, that's just not possible.

what I hate about the idea of therapy is paying someone, period. I have a good job, good enough and I might not be making as much as a graduate could be, but I sure as heck am making more than someone still missing a year of school. So at least there's that, you know? But spending money on therapy? I don't really see happening. *shrugs*

Just... gotta let bygones be bygones, I guess. Thanks for caring, babe. *huggles*