Hey hon, I hope you don't mind me commenting about this but I can see you are very worried about the decision you are making here. I don't realy think I can say anything to help, and feel free to tell me to shut up but I just wanted to tell you that honestly no one else can tell you that a decision you made is wrong because no one else can know that. Go with what you think is best, what your heart really wants and make a decision you think you can live with. That is all you can ask of yourself. I hope you can find some peace with this situation soon.

*hugs*