I'm trying really hard to be okay.

Aug 08, 2013 08:16

I saved religiously yesterday and just discovered that all my work from yesterday is simply gone. That's more than 1000 words of "Dowse and Bleed," my second favorite poem I've ever written, and various edits and snippets that were good. This had nothing to do with not backing things up. Word just didn't save any of the changes, so the backup I ( Read more... )

my heart is crying..., writing, the abyss looks back

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arliddian August 8 2013, 22:33:25 UTC
So glad to hear that your poem was rescued!! It's devastating to lose so much good work, and I'm glad that you managed to get it back. <3

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scribble_myname August 9 2013, 02:42:14 UTC
Thank you. It was devastating and I admit to not working on "Dowse and Bleed" at all today. It was too hard to imagine rewriting that work from scratch just yet, but I'm soooo grateful for the poem. Prose can be reworded without too much loss of quality. Poetry... Not the same at all.

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stormkpr August 9 2013, 00:06:00 UTC
I'm so glad your poem was rescued!!

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scribble_myname August 9 2013, 02:42:33 UTC
Thank you! I'm so grateful right now.

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thecatisacritic August 9 2013, 02:26:53 UTC
*hugs*

I am sorry you lost all that work. It can be devastating to lose a bit of writing, no matter how small it might be. I am still mourning a notebook that had my only notes for a story that I used for a college assignment and never got back.

At least you were able to get back the poem that meant so much to you and mattered the most. I'm glad they were able to help you recover it.

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scribble_myname August 9 2013, 02:43:52 UTC
Thank you. It was hard, very, very hard, and I wasn't ready to face the story from inferno again just yet, but I am sooo grateful they got the poem back. I didn't even have the heart to TRY to reconstruct that. I still can't believe it's 86 lines long.

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thecatisacritic August 9 2013, 03:14:34 UTC
Yeah, I had a panic attack shortly before I left home because I meant to save as and didn't, and I thought I was about to override at least 3,000 words of my latest serial, and the idea of not being able to recover that is just... horrifying. Fortunately, dropbox called it a conflicted version and left the other one alone, so yay.

But I still can't recover that notebook from all that time ago. I can't even remember enough of the idea to come close to it, so that one is gone for good, I guess.

It's so good that they were able to help you get back the poem. It would have been better if you could get them all, and I'm sorry you lost more of Dowse and Bleed, but I'm glad you got the poem because it means so much to you.

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in_the_blue August 9 2013, 04:50:21 UTC
Nothing sucks more than losing writing. Nothing. A million years ago, when I worked at a typesetting firm, we had a saying about losing our work which was that it was easier the second time around. I'm not so sure with creative work that holds true. We can come close, but we can't ever recreate exactly.

I'm so glad you got your poem back. Did the IT guys have any clue about what it was that kept all that religious saving from actually working?

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scribble_myname August 9 2013, 14:28:46 UTC
Amen.

I am so thankful.

And no, they don't. We think my Word must've glitched, but there's no telling at this point because I discovered the error the next day, which ruled out really diagnosing it.

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trovia August 10 2013, 16:41:03 UTC
So glad you got your poem back. That's so awful when you lose a really good piece of writing.

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scribble_myname August 11 2013, 14:48:03 UTC
It is hard. I'm so happy to have my poem that I saved in four different places and triple emailed it to myself. Not losing that one again!

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