spanish test in like, 7 hours. no bueno. very nervous. farmingdale art test in a couple of weeks maybe? i don't know. i'm too nervous to call and make an appointment. not good. i slept for over 12 hours last night. i sleep way too much. i feel like i am sleeping my life away. wow that was really emo. whateve. today is mine and tyler's 2 months. it' ( Read more... )

ok so i make mistakes. it's time to suck it up though. i've never been one to take care of myself, but i gotta get my act together if i am going to survive in this fucking crazy world ( Read more... )

jasmine (my kitty) died last night. she would have been 14 next month. i had her since i was 6 years old. i don't really remember my life without her. she was a gift from my aunt, who is also no longer living. my mom, although constantly complained about cleaning up after her, was devastated. kathy was extremely upset also. i miss her. it's weird. ( Read more... )

my birthday was pretty rad. i can't believe i'm 20. two decades. damn where does the time go? i miss my sister. i know we fight like woah but she rocks and i wish i spent more time with her. i talked to brian the other day. i'm glad he is trying to understand where i am coming from. i never ment to hurt him, and it's most important to me that he ( Read more... )

Bygones have all gone by.

i should have just put the bottle down.

and i don't feel any different ( Read more... )

merry christmas everyone! yesterday was pretty much x-mas for me, but whateve i still don't have to work today. i'm glad i'm not at clearview anymore even though i got free cable i had to work on christmas so bump that. kathy bought me a pink digital camera <3 and she's getting me a remote starter for my car next week. my mama got me boots and some ( Read more... )

ok so wtf is wrong with people? my car was parked in an office complex parking lot and someone fucking hit it and drove away. there is a huge dent. i'm pissed because if they had left a note, i don't care enough about the car to get it fixed so i would have been like whateve but they fact that they couldn't even be a human being realllly pisses me ( Read more... )

i stole this from bondi....

EIGHT LASTS:
8. last cigarette: on my way to werk... ya i'm getting bad again
7. last beverage: orange juice... from a bottle!
6. last phone call: mama
5. last text message: tye dye
4. last cd played: the killers- sams town<~ weird that was bondi's answer, and it's mine too ( Read more... )

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