yesterday i had a drama issue. it was not fun...very frusterating. needless to say i have lost a friend it seems, simply because i hung out with her sister and not her. oh well...i guess it wasnt a great friendship to begin with ( Read more... )

monday we went to the beach AGAIN!!! we go alot...this time we went to newport and to see the devils punchbowl. i croceted the whole time...like 5 hours in the car! and i am almost done with half of the squares i gotta do for babys blanket...now if only my mom had more than 7 done! haha. i have 28. i gotta do 2 more purple and then 30 blue. i ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up to find 3 different piles of puke from my cats, a chewed up diaper in the backyard from my dog, which, by the way we spent half of monday trying to make better, then she just messes it up with a dirty diaper. arggg. and normally i would be alone right now getting my me time with my computer and my coffee and stuff. but ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up at 5:30 by andrew. He got a new racecar bed and has slept in it every night and each nap without fail and hasnt woken up early once to come into our bed...until today. he woke at 5:30 and crawled into our bed, stole adams covers and fell back asleep, but he was back up at 7:30 and has been a shit since. hes crying and ( Read more... )

here's what my nursery will look like, somewhat. i'm not buying any sets or anything...just putting it all together myself. i hope it turns out ok.

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i quit smoking today. i dont mean cigarettes. i was a pothead, well, i've quit before for quite long periods of time, why i start again, i have no idea...but i'm ready to be at my optimal performance...haha. what i mean by that is, i have been working on myself as a person since i had my son. actually since i got prego, but i have gotten used ( Read more... )

today we went to the beach, or rather, we drove all day and played in the sand for about an hour! but it was a good day nonetheless. we drove all the way up to astoria, then long beach, both of wich were lame-o. then back down to cannon beach and then off to tillamook for the meltiest icecream around! yea. i got brown cow and vanilla bean, ( Read more... )

today is the last day of our workweek. i get soo lonely by saturday! that means adam has been at work from 7 am untill 9 pm (give or take) everyday since tuesday. i see him for like 10 min in the morning, then i see him long enough to eat dinner and maybe a half hour after that, then we go to bed...sometimes i get less time if he gets home at 11! ( Read more... )

i got a message that my post wasnt happy, and it's true, so here's a happy one for all you moms out there ( Read more... )

so, i have an update to share with you, but i can't write it right now. but i will come back on here in about an hour or so and do it, this is a reminder...my first...see you soon. by the way, it's a tale of happiness, hurt, and now confusion. the reason i cant write it now, is my hubby is in the shower and i don't want him reading it! that ( Read more... )