Well...today has been extremely uneventful. Had to go down to the command post and deliver some equipment. Talk about serious...10 foot high concrete barriers, 4 rows of concerntina wire (nasty shit), and cameras. Guess they're not fucking around over here hehe. The AC in the shop/tent went to shit...so it's hot and muggy in here and our power is ( Read more... )

Well...so far things have not been too bad. My tonsilitis is still around which freakin sucks. Smallpox is about to fall off...glad to be rid of that. Have to get my next anthrax booster sometime this week or I'll prolly get yelled at heh. Tried out the BK here yesterday...I think they make the burgers out of camel meat, fries were good tho. ( Read more... )

Last night...I realized I had failed at something that has been the key to my sanity for years now. With all the drama I had gone through with my parents, the military, friends, whatever...the one thing that always kept me afloat...was my ability to just quit caring. I suppose that it is a pretty cold trait...my grandparents have repeatedly called ( Read more... )

Holy shit today is going by so slow ( Read more... )

I feel like I am walking the edge of a knife...precariously balanced with so many things pulling so many different directions. The other side is my goal...but I cannot see it...I barely even know what it is. My mind is consumed by shadows of doubt; hard to concentrate, and focus on what I have set out to do. To each side...I see failure. And yet... ( Read more... )

Last night...was quite interesting. We had the seattle seahawks cheerleaders here (SeaGals) putting on a show for us. A couple of the players as well...wasn't too bad. Not exactly my kind of women but interesting none the less. Was really nice because they brought the beer back over to our side of base so was able to knock a few back ( Read more... )

Needed something to occupy my mind and find my way into that numbness I have entered of late ( Read more... )

Today was my first week here in the desert...it's gone by pretty fast so far. Keeping incredibly busy. Today was insane. If we could get a more assinine sq. commander I'd be suprised. This guy has no idea how to run a communications squadron...if I didn't know better I'd say he was CE or something like that. Oh well...if the network goes to shit ( Read more... )

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3 1/2 hours to go until I head to the airport. I am finding I am less and less apprehensive with each passing minute. I am beginning to actually look forward to it. Not many people get a chance to experience something like this...perhaps I should count myself lucky ( Read more... )