open doors [(and yet) closed]

Dec 03, 2010 10:48

Who: Lust (sonvisage) & Lupin (lumenrelegandus)
When: Right after this.
Where: Their flat.
Format: Proseish.
What: Baggage trade. (His Broadcast Mind for her Memory Recorder.)
Warnings: Intro. reposted from tags: sultry = hers, wolfy = his.

Her gaze flickers over the door, doesn't stop, it's moving with the lamplight. Uncertain. But she moves toward the door, turns the ( Read more... )

!lust, !remus lupin

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sonvisage December 7 2010, 17:34:14 UTC
A sidelong glance and a sigh, there's truth in his words, and she chafes under it- doesn't know why. She's tired of not knowing why. Tired of not knowing.

"That's not entirely true. I should owe you ...decency, and consideration. You give these things to me freely. It is the correct thing to do, then, the human thing, to return it?"

Her hand does not move away nor tense, just remains, still and cool beneath his. "Watch this and then tell me that I shouldn't hide things from you?"

She leans forward, presses the button with her free hand and waits.
"And look me in the eye when you do."

A shimmering screen of smoke and sound forms in front of them. It's just a moment longer before the Flame Alchemist's memories spill out onto it.

She watches, stock still (she knows this by heart, now), waiting for the subtle indications of his reactions - a tensing of his hand, perhaps? An intake of breath?

[ooc: You have seen it. But it's this. Though the only relevant parts are what Roy witnessed. Mostly 7:30-14:05ish and 17:58ish-20:00. I'm ( ... )

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lumenrelegandus December 8 2010, 04:06:22 UTC
He was an intelligent man.

Difficult to watch this image of Lust with Io sitting right next to him, it's almost stranger to see such personal moments from people whose faces he knows only over forges, only briefly met in person if at all. Hawkeye. Mustang. Alphonse. -maybe it's easier, knowing them mainly as images.

His focus is fixed fully on her soon enough.

That was uncalled for. I do have feelings.

Her vigilance is unnecessary. His reactions aren't subtle. No skill needed to read his hand tightening-it happens almost instantly: when Mustang shot her. All the way to the end, every shot fired into her makes him wince. (Clearly she's all right, she's right here… in the video, she heals… so why is seeing her hurt upsetting to him? Especially when… with increasing cause and clarity, she deserves…)

Apart from a few things, I was made nearly identical to you.It's when she skewers Havoc that he goes completely still. He doesn't move even as the video gets worse and worse. His hand no longer tells her anything. It's as cold and ( ... )

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sonvisage December 10 2010, 02:01:52 UTC
She laughs. Blinks. Laughs again, turning to face him - a whirlparadox of emotion

beind her eyes. "No." Does he do this on purpose? These stunningly unpredictable reactions? Because this. Is not---

And softer, as she half-rises, slides her hand out from under his to grasp at

the air between them. "But you don't know that. You can't."

(It rains on my gloom parade, Remus. You can't watch that and still want to be in the same room with me.)

"It could be." she muses, and carrying it further, "It could have been. It is to them, it's not a rumor or a dream, it's a memory. Those are the Colonel's memories. His Lieutenant wasn't so forthcoming, but she said much the same. Told me things ( ... )

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lumenrelegandus December 10 2010, 17:53:58 UTC
In another time (like, less than a week from now…) he might have gone to her, looked out the window past her head, and put his arms around her.

Right now he stays seated, looking at the memory recorder. At last he looks over at her reflection in the window; exhales, and changes his.

The wolf in the window says, "I'm not inclined to judge what you can't remember."

The image shivers and returns to the man. Lupin gingerly levered himself to his feet. He didn't cross to her. "And I'd like to give myself a little more credit than that. I wouldn't feel the way I do about the woman in that memory. I've met her. She's not to be trusted. I trust you."

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god my formatting wat sonvisage December 12 2010, 22:25:01 UTC
And she shouldn't remember it, should she? It was someone else, even moreso someone else than the woman she resembled.

The beast in her field of vision wavers in the glass, speaks, but she does not turn ...although she listens. She doesn't want to listen - is ill inclined after this latest viewing of memories. She's surprised that she's bothered by his reaction at all.

She's bothered by her surprise.

Things were simpler when she didn't question, when the ache wasn't ...palpable, when someone else pulled the strings. At the very least, this other self had not been clouded by confusion, or weighed down with conscience or longing.

Weighed down? Really?One hand reaching back - and still she hasn't turned from the window. As if she's reaching for him as he changes - but a blade shoots from her index finger in an instant - shoots and stops inches from his flesh. She can almost feel the thrum of his heartbeat through it ( ... )

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wot wat wot? lumenrelegandus December 19 2010, 22:01:32 UTC
He looks down at the blade, looks back up at her eyes, and steps forward.

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[attack of the edit!beast] sonvisage December 27 2010, 00:16:25 UTC
It's retracted instantly - an unexpected reflex - followed by a hissing sigh, and a wince as she closes her eyes. She doesn't like being proved wrong, but she hadn't wanted to be correct in this, either.

She eyes him through the window's reflection still, and after a long moment, turns her head.

"Well, that answers my question, doesn't it?"

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[/pets editbeast/ thank you!] lumenrelegandus December 28 2010, 06:26:36 UTC
His shirtfront now sports a tiny hole where the blade pierced it. She'd been quick enough to spare his skin. He'd had complete faith in her; only now, after the fact, does he feel the shakiness of potential disaster.

"More than one," he said; "I hope. That I trust you, and that you deserve it."

Releasing her reflection from scrutiny, he rests his eyes momentarily on the back of her head. That ocean of waving hair. At the merest indication from her, he'll stay; and gives enough time for such a sign. If none comes, he'll leave her alone in the room.

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/trains editbeast : np sonvisage December 30 2010, 01:35:56 UTC
The softest of sighs, a mixture of frustration and relief. Her hand hangs in the air, bladeless. Turning fully, she fixes him with a shaken but resolute stare.

"I continue to marvel at you ability to steal words. I haven't any idea what to say and yet I'm still speaking. Strange."

Her tone is teasing, but her expression is not.

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/gets trampled by editbeast and dusts self off afterward lumenrelegandus January 14 2011, 18:55:39 UTC
Not something he's been credited with before. Vice seems far more versa, right now.

He holds her gaze, if a bit more perplexedly.

"Is there more you wish to say? You can. …Alternately I can break the mood and offer to make tea."

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/sneezes sonvisage January 26 2011, 00:20:03 UTC
"Can there be both?"

She doesn't move toward him - only lowers her hand.

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/fans lumenrelegandus January 26 2011, 20:20:14 UTC
Countering, his hand lifted. He made a brushing motion in midair; and across the room, a lock of her hair danced out of her face. Smiling, he turned and headed for the kitchen.

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sonvisage February 8 2011, 19:49:15 UTC
She almost returns the smile once his back is turned. She'll wait quietly until there's tea.

It's formality and a comfort at the same time.

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