Conversation vs. Small talk

[schwarzinexile]

I noticed recently that I haven't had a real conversation in forever. My life is full of small talk and monologue, and I'm always either at work or somewhere else where I can't really say what I really want to. As a result, I live most of my life without really saying anything important. Thoughts come and go in my mind, and I don't really have

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[unicorn_magic]

I sort of feel the same way sometimes :/
Like, I'm wondering if all those amazing talks and deep, honest conversations were just imaginary or what. Now it's more like ...blurb.

Another thing I miss is having an immediate sounding board for my projects, like when we used to sit around and analyze my stories and come up with cool ideas and all that. Collaborative efforts and such. My newer projects don't really feel official at the moment because nobody's read them, and nobody on the Internet wants to read them because everyone on the Internet is out for themselves D;

You can call me from time to time, btw, I don't mind talking to you as much as most people because there is usually not much awkward silence. My phone tends to die or get annoyingly overheated pretty quick though. Maybe I should be on MSN more too >.>

[schwarzinexile]

I know they weren't imaginary. They're just...unreachable. Outside of my present existence. Blurb indeed.

Yes, the collaboration is lacking. And everyone is out for themselves on the internet. It's all just a stupid competition for attention.

I guess I'll try to call you more often. Maybe that will help cure some of what ails me.

[unicorn_magic]

OK, feel free to give me a ring if you're bored, especially between midnight and 3:30 my time, that's when nothing good is on TV and my man isn't home.

[bowiespoon]

I would offer to do collaborations and stuff if you didn't live fifty miles away (or somewhere around there). I miss doing interesting projects too. :(

[bowiespoon]

What about me? Am I not good enough to talk to you? ;P

[schwarzinexile]

I would talk to you, but you have no telephone.

[bowiespoon]

I assume you're referring to a cell phone.

[schwarzinexile]

Basically, yeah. Also, I don't know what times you're awake.