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[schwalm]

How did i try? I tired so hard to let my guard down. I told myself not to, i told my self i couldnt but for some reason i did. I regret that. I tried to help you anyway i could. You said you needed to talk, i dropped what i was doing and rushed home to try and help. I offered to come pick you up. I tried

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[volcomsugar]

I never said that you did ANYTHING wrong. I'm the one who apologized profusely, because I'm the one who messed up. The only thing was when I asked why you were telling me that you weren't mad, that you were just upset, and then I would look at your away message or here on your LJ and see that it looked like you were pretty pissed. I don't know what I can do beyond apologizing for it. It's in the past now, and I'm deeply sorry that it happened, but I can't change it now. In my own defense, I had been drinking that night, and I had promised Northwall I would be over to his place way earlier in the day, because he was going through a lot that day too. I was on my way to your house, when he called, so I had to choose between helping a friend who needed someone to talk to and choking down my own problems, or going and talking to you about things I don't even like talking to people about. I'm sorry that you had to leave whatever you were doing

[schwalm]

Why didnt you just tell me that in the first place? Thanks for being honest and not telling anyone. I have made this into a bigger deal then it is, im sorry for that.

[volcomsugar]

Tell you what in the first place? About Northwall? Because, like I said I had been drinking (a lot.. I drank more on Friday than I have in a LONG time)... and I wasn't thinking clearly. Under normal circumstances, that would have been the better decision, to tell you that he had called and wanted me to talk to him. He just found out last week his dad has cancer, and has a lot of other crap going on. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Dan. I really hope we can still be friends.

[schwalm]

I would like to still be friends. I really over reacted about this. I was upset and i didnt know how to tell you so i just kept thinking about it and got more and more upset. Im sorry i made this into something more then it really was.