My eyes feel...computerfied. Is that a word? I doubt it. Do I care? What do you think? Why am I updating? Does it matter ( Read more... )

I'm thinking that I'm going to leave my Joy of Painting t-shirt behind.  I love that shirt, which is why I would hate for anything to happen to it in Spain. Plus, it would really make me stand out as a foreigner, and I think I'll be pretty good at that already.

I watched Lord of the Rings: Return of the King this morning--or rather, what I didn't ( Read more... )

FOUR DAYS TILL SPAIN! I leave at noon on Saturday.  And that's all I'll say about that.

It's been a lovely Tuesday.  Full of time online. Mainly talking to Eliza but hey, that's who I mainly talk to online well, everyday.  I have a doctor's appointment today *nervous*  It's a good thing, though...I just don't like going. But I probably do need to ( Read more... )

It's a very lovely day. I get the days aaalll to myself. I love my parents, but it's nice to have the house to myself. For one, I have no one hassling me about being online. Whether it's joking or not, it still gets on my nerves. And then I can only take a few hours of the parents at a time.

Last night I had hoped that my parents would come ( Read more... )

Officially. Giving up. Not in a bad way. I've been thinking too much, trying too much and causing myself nothing but grief and dang it! I won't have it aaaanymore! I was in church this morning, singing, when i decided to give up. I just let go of all of the feelings. Admitted them and moved on. I'll probably have to do that everyday, though. bah. ( Read more... )

I had a lovely time in Cola this weekend. I got to see Maria and Heather which is always awesome and half. I'll miss them a lot when I leave. Heather actually cried when I left columbia. I felt loved ( Read more... )

Don't wanna write.  I'll amuse you with some good, random poems. woooo have at it.

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee ( Read more... )

updating because i can. and to fill up the pauses between typing. spain is close and work is tomorrow.

Hhhhhmmmm i've had a crazy day. Full of its ups and downs and all arounds. It's ending fairly well. The days always seem to do that...which is very nice indeed. Spain feels like it's right around the corner--maybe because it is! I don't think it's really sinking in. Which is the way I like it. Because then I can just go and not think about ( Read more... )

I watched the lovely Dawson's Creek reruns that come on at 10 and 11 am every weekday.  Always fun.  I never watched the series when it was new though.  Didn't care. But now I like to watch it-- or at least the latter ones.  Today was when Dawson and Joey first kissed and I couldn't help but think--oh, and sorry if this makes you uncomfortable or ( Read more... )