Ying Fa-san. I understand the realization of what happened must be very difficult to take. Please understand, none of your companions or loved ones blame you for what happened, so please, go easy on yourself if you can find the will to do so.
I apologize, my words are probably not comforting. But nonetheless, I'm here to talk, if you should need someone at any time.
I tried to kill him, Eriol-kun! He's saying that it wasn't me but I know it was, I was there, I could see him dying and I was laughing and I... I... I...
Ssil-san... do you... do you really believe in me that much? I... we... we haven't even gotten to know each other that well and all, and yet... and yet you believe...?
[Screened to Ying Fa]thieveryofstarsNovember 2 2007, 01:46:31 UTC
Ying Fa? I know this isn't going to seem like much of a comfort at the moment, but I wanted to say it anyway.
This place, and the things that happen here, sometimes turn us into people we're not. Not many know this better than myself, after what happened with Yuuko's magic. But the things we do under those conditions don't define us. And the people here, the friends we make, don't judge us by those moments alone. I learned that, and I think you'll find it true as well.
It's okay to be upset and have doubts. But no one's useless, and after you take some time for yourself, please let your friends help prove that in your heart.
[Screened to Ying Fa]thieveryofstarsNovember 2 2007, 03:31:46 UTC
Of course you feel bad. That part's okay too. It'd be wrong if you didn't feel something. But that doesn't mean you're not still their friend or that you shouldn't be.
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Ying Fa-san. I understand the realization of what happened must be very difficult to take. Please understand, none of your companions or loved ones blame you for what happened, so please, go easy on yourself if you can find the will to do so.
I apologize, my words are probably not comforting. But nonetheless, I'm here to talk, if you should need someone at any time.
smile for me...
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I can't sstand to ssee a friend blaming themsself for ssomething they had no control over.
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Were you... were you one of those who... who I hurt back then...?
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Transformed...?
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This place, and the things that happen here, sometimes turn us into people we're not. Not many know this better than myself, after what happened with Yuuko's magic. But the things we do under those conditions don't define us. And the people here, the friends we make, don't judge us by those moments alone. I learned that, and I think you'll find it true as well.
It's okay to be upset and have doubts. But no one's useless, and after you take some time for yourself, please let your friends help prove that in your heart.
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Will you be my friend too...?
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