Got cut early because there were too many servers on the floor.  No clue how much I made, but it was slow as hell, so it couldn't have been much ( Read more... )

I live each day with a bitter fondness of the past and a fear of the future.  I'm scared of many things, and tired of many more, but that doesn't stop me from carrying on...I'm just not sure how much more I can take ( Read more... )

I'll say it again: I bought the dress.  I bought the jewelry.  I bought the purse, and I already had the shoes.  I figured out exactly how I wanted to do my hair and decided to get a peticure, and for what?  Absolutely nothing ( Read more... )

I dreamed of Dwight again last night.  Liz invited us both to her wedding in hopes of getting us back together...I got that far, and then I woke up.  Oh, and Ben stole my Mac 'n Cheese while I was playing WoW.  Bad Ben, bad ( Read more... )

I have two new ones: Freya & Vivi from FF9 with their quotes (the one you see now is Vivi).  Freya's says "To be forgotten is worse than death".  As emo as they are, I'm quite proud of them.  The Vivi one seems pretty fitting for my more recent posts, so I decided to make that one my main.

I think I might've scraped rent for this month (or at least ( Read more... )

The first (second?) time we broke up, Dwight told me I was living in my own little fantasy world.  I'm not sure whether or not he's right, but I like what I do, and while I'm still hurting over our recent break up, I like life.  There are a few things I want, and will, change, but all in due time, right ( Read more... )

There is no way to fall out of love with someone. When you are truly in love, you're in love for life, no matter what may happen.

...I'm still in love with Chester. After so many years, so many tears, and so many horrible things surrounding us and our relationship, I still love the bastard...and I know he loves me too.

You can't forget true ( Read more... )

My dad said he'd take up WoW so we could play together.  We're gonna make our toons at the same time and play with them ONLY when the other is so we level at the same rate and are at the same place at the same time.  It'll be fun.

Love,
Ashley N. Smith

I bought the dress.  I bought the jewelry.  I bought the purse, and I figured out exactly how I wanted to style my hair....

...and then Miguel pussied out, so now I can't go.  Either find me a date, or find me a GOOD excuse to wear the dress.

Check card + money in the bank = WoW & tickets to the Video Games Live concert.  I dinged level 5 within an hour, and I'm hitting Dark Spear Straight tomorrow (need to get ready for work now).  I'm a very happy person.  This is the happiest I've been in a long time.

Me thinks I'll apply for a WoW credit card ^______^

Love,
Ashley N. Smith