how can i make you understand

[sax_man_06]

i am a procrastinator, that is what i am. i feel like nothing more because at this moment i do not understnad anything in the world. i might as well just go to bed becasue there is not point in me doing homework because i will jsut stare at the page and start crying. i am not sure, i think that i just lost the best thing in my life. YOu are not the

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[bassoongirl07]

you don't know that and i can't do it. i can't just watch you do this. i'm so upset thinking i made life to hard for myself. i know that no matter wht i do, it won't get easier and i know if i take the easy way out, i'll just feel liek a failure. i want to be with you and yoiu'll never lose me, but maybe you should rehtink wanting to be with me. i just drag you down and you know it. you are lawys in my heart whether or not we are togehter and will always be known as my first love. but sometimes you have to let it go, to know it will always come back to you. just please, i wan tto know htat i'm not causing you pain and its the only way i know how to. i can't pretend to be okay. i love yuo and i always will but please just take me out of you rlife so i can't cause you hurt and and i can't distract you anymore

[sax_man_06]

you don;t distract me, you may not think so but you help me
i am not going to let you out of my life, not with out quite a fight
i love you so much

[bassoongirl07]

but you shouldn't. you are only 17 years old. you shouldn't bethinking we are going to be togehter forever. we are just teenagers. ye sit is possible. but i want you to discover other options. i'b\ve been you first and only real gf and i don't want it to be that way no matter how close we are and what we've done.

[sax_man_06]

i understand that but i am not going to break us up just because you are my first girlfriend that is stupid
i love you honestly and truly as much as i possibly could