fuck forever, if you don't mind

[savvygambols]

Written on the day of the Astoria riots, my take on where Pete was. Originally intended to be a lot happier, but that didn't work out.

Comments

[alison_12]

now you've gone and made me all sad :(:(:(

cheer me up with some me/you/ak fic ;)

[savvygambols]

I'm sorry.

I will try my best!

[alison_12]

tis ok! <3

oh yay!!!!!!

[dirty_things]

im so sad now;__; i love your bilo, the way you describe him, im so sad! anyway, its really really good, and definitely should go on albion

[dirty_things]

oh and i totally broke my 'no angst' promise for you

[savvygambols]

Agh! You had a no-angst promise! I wouldn't have posted it then, if I knew/remembered. I don't really like making people feel sad, but sometimes these things need to be written.

Thanks though! It's up on albion.

[light_maiden]

ok

and now for the crying

Poor Pete, thought Bilo. I know how that feels. When the stage is a cage and they won't let you out but they won't let you live, even though it's your home now. Everyone is mean on stage. They only want my music, they don't want me. I don't understand stages, everyone changes and I've been trapped with them, with those changelings. . .

so painful....

[savvygambols]

Sorry. . .

hugs & love, my dear.

xx

[girlintheband]

I think you just broke my heart.

Listening to Fuck Forever isn't helping, damnit.

I love how you differentiate between Peter and Bilo.

[savvygambols]

Sorry.

But thanks for the kind comments!

xx