Summary: Aiden dreams of the things he wants, but has trouble admitting, even to himself. But maybe dreams and reality aren’t always so far apart.
~6,100 words, NC-17. Matt/Aiden. Warnings for swearing, slash and sex. This never happened, the boys own themselves etc.
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honestly, it's fabulous and i would still like to marry it.
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Just, THANK YOU! ♥
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I really liked writing this, especially all the details, and tried my best to focus on the relationship between Matt and Aiden. Thank you for this lovely comment! <3
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Let me count the ways...!
Matt texting enjoy your eggs *still* cracks me up :) I get all giggly and giddy thinking that they might have this kind of secret joke-flirt code between them.
Then Matt calls him, and Aiden stares at the screen before answering. “Yo.”
This. The very conscious shift from being comfortably teased by his friends, to trying to fake being all macho and cool with everything...uh, it just makes me shiver, it's so depressing.
Aiden follows him and tries his best to ignore the wink Nicolo sends his way.
Also this! Amazing characterisation, to have it that poor Aiden can't even have a nice dream without his own brain making his feel awkward/embarrassed. Also, the dream was hot ;)
he doesn’t know what Matt actually is to him, but he knows it’s something importantI just love this description and I wanted to say so. No great reason, I just love it ( ... )
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And: I'm sure they do have some kind of secret joke-flirt code between them. It just suits them!
The very conscious shift from being comfortably teased by his friends, to trying to fake being all macho and cool with everything...uh, it just makes me shiver, it's so depressing.
I know, it's just how I see most guys to deal with things; like they don't matter, even when they hurt.
Just, I'm almost speechless, haha. And yes, English is my second language nowadays, I used to be fluent in German but, you know, that language is difficult, and I'm from a bilingual town, so that's the main reason my Swedish is as strong as it is. I would love to improve my English, and I'm always almost too aware of the fact that I make mistakes, but I love writing so I do it anyway! IF NICOLO CAN DO IT, SO CAN I! *g*
THANK YOU FOR BEING AMAZING AND LOVELY AND BASICALLY MADE OF RAINBOWS AND PUPPIES AND KITTENS ETC. ♥!!
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