You know, our common work place and store is like a mini america or similar country. You have your customers that are forgienors that visit us like others visit america. They buy your store products like other countries buy american stuff. You have your workers behind the counters and aprons that are your american citizens or watever citizen of the ( Read more... )

I am just going to do whatever I want from now on. I will no longer look to life for any meaning or importance. My professor just told me that we live in the most complicated world, now we just need to enjoy ourselves and say screw iut. I am going to take her advise. Alsoo, for no reason at all, Brenda said she luved me and she sounded like she was ( Read more... )

I can go on all day making new excuses about how I am, but what is the point of it. As far as I know, only Rei and maybe Shawn read these. What is the purpose of this journal I keep thinking, a outlet to tell people that you have problems, or better things. We really dont know is that we are really have nothing better to do but write these when ( Read more... )

I am sooooo fustrated, I just want to hurt myself to end it. I am going to do it today. I just hate it, the fact of not being able to do it. I may be nervous but I am going to do it and I am going to do it drunk. Nite
Lin

I am like uberly happy. I finally got my ring back today. I feel as if I should glue it to my finger just so I wont ever lose it again. I was so happpy. I huggied and kissed Tiffy. I never gave her money =P. I am like so happy about it, but I did make her my special lunch sushi rolls. 5 large burrito size sushi's for lunch fills you uberly up. I ( Read more... )

I am sorry for recent times, I guess you can say that I have been kind of guilty recently. I lost a ring of mine that was special to me in so many ways. I just really hate myself for it. Thing is that I let it get to my friends about my problems that I driven some away. I hate myselfishness and everything about me rite now. I often see that I dont ( Read more... )

Okie, I feel uber better now. I feel so upity. I also feel hypers, so much that I accidentally ran into like 3 people on the way to class. ^_^. They thought I was high on something or on drugs. I dont care what they think, I am just glad. I am rite now finishing the bg on our picture and then I will be sending the picture. Even mike sees me weird ( Read more... )

quiite recently I have been all down andd upset, I dont know why. my usual friends are starting to hate mee for realys and me chest has startted to hurt since t he fite. its getting hard to braeth now. I am sorry guys, I have been such a bitch and selfissh erpson. I donnt know whats wrong with me. I am going to get thois checked and maybe surgerry ( Read more... )

Okie, today is the day I fulfill my promise to myself. Now it depends on whether Kano, Justi and the others will want to do it or not. WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT? @_@ I must be losing it. Its no wonder why mom decided to slap me for the first time in 6 years. I am like uber tired now. I also notice that alot of people now use the word uber ( Read more... )

Okie, I am now calmed down. I had such a bad day today, now things are starting to blow over. Today I met with my friends that have hated me for starting a fite. They finally heard the whole story just about an hour ago. GOOD NEWS, they hate him now. At least I feel better now that things are starting to cool down. My friends say that they were ( Read more... )