(.007) lock it up & leave - a john/karkat AU mix
Title: Lock It Up And Leave
Fandom: MSPA: Homestuck
Author/Artist: hapsburgs
Character(s) or Pairing(s): Karkat/John
Warnings: BLUH BLUH HOMESTUCK. Fanmix based on fic.
Summary: You know what, just read the story. Based as well as I can on the events of this soul-crushing fanfic by the recently de-anoned t_ZM on archiveofourown. If they do not want this FST up, do not hesitate to tell me and I will take it down. Do not read (or listen, for that matter) if you're looking for a good pick-me-up. However, it is amazing and beautiful so I think regardless you should read it. My general thought process in general lately has been: Read sad Homostuck fanfic. Make a shitty FST. So, uh, maybe more coming? supafly makes my covers as usual now and days. I'm lucky she loves me or else she wouldn't cater to my every graphic requests jfdkslfjs. The art here was drawn by paradise_raver , so make sure to give her kudos, as well!
Rating: PG
1. Start A War | The National
Do you really think you can just put it
in a safe behind a painting, lock it up and leave?
Walk away now and you're gonna start a war
You were always weird but I never had
to hold you by the edges like I do now
2. For The Widows in Paradise, For the Fatherless in Ypsilanti | Sufjan Stevens
What is there to answer
If I'm the only one
If there's anything to say
If there's anything to do
I there's any other way
I'd do anything for you
3. Serpentine | Chris Bathgate
One brash phrase could crush this fragile day
As my thoughts swirl in some shrill, sad cannonade
And one such spur that caused my throat to creak
The one dull dawn that I've since sensed to repeat
4. Same | Snow Patrol
Hold me in your freezing arms before we have to go
I wince a little but it's not because I know the truth
The windshield of your little car is frosted through the glass
The clear heart of air appears as we shiver on the seats
Baby, won't you breathe?
5. As Long As It Takes (Acoustic) | Spill Canvas
I tried to find you in your pitch black bedroom
I tried to find you in the place you hide
But your body was an empty suitcase
Hollow sunken eyes
If you let me catch a ride on your road to recovery
You can fall apart on me
6. Tallahassee | The Mountain Goats
There is no plan we can fall back on
The road this far can't be retraced
There is no punch line anybody can tack on
There are loose ends by the score
What did I come down here for?
You
7. Adventures in Solitude | The New Pornographers
We thought we lost you
Welcome back
Some cold race
Heartless ways
survivors guilt...
8. Today Will Be Better, I Swear! | Stars
Today is going to be a better one
There's nothing more to take in
That's going wrong
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Fandom: MSPA: Homestuck
Author/Artist: hapsburgs
Character(s) or Pairing(s): Karkat/John
Warnings: BLUH BLUH HOMESTUCK. Fanmix based on fic.
Summary: You know what, just read the story. Based as well as I can on the events of this soul-crushing fanfic by the recently de-anoned t_ZM on archiveofourown. If they do not want this FST up, do not hesitate to tell me and I will take it down. Do not read (or listen, for that matter) if you're looking for a good pick-me-up. However, it is amazing and beautiful so I think regardless you should read it. My general thought process in general lately has been: Read sad Homostuck fanfic. Make a shitty FST. So, uh, maybe more coming? supafly makes my covers as usual now and days. I'm lucky she loves me or else she wouldn't cater to my every graphic requests jfdkslfjs. The art here was drawn by paradise_raver , so make sure to give her kudos, as well!
Rating: PG
1. Start A War | The National
Do you really think you can just put it
in a safe behind a painting, lock it up and leave?
Walk away now and you're gonna start a war
You were always weird but I never had
to hold you by the edges like I do now
2. For The Widows in Paradise, For the Fatherless in Ypsilanti | Sufjan Stevens
What is there to answer
If I'm the only one
If there's anything to say
If there's anything to do
I there's any other way
I'd do anything for you
3. Serpentine | Chris Bathgate
One brash phrase could crush this fragile day
As my thoughts swirl in some shrill, sad cannonade
And one such spur that caused my throat to creak
The one dull dawn that I've since sensed to repeat
4. Same | Snow Patrol
Hold me in your freezing arms before we have to go
I wince a little but it's not because I know the truth
The windshield of your little car is frosted through the glass
The clear heart of air appears as we shiver on the seats
Baby, won't you breathe?
5. As Long As It Takes (Acoustic) | Spill Canvas
I tried to find you in your pitch black bedroom
I tried to find you in the place you hide
But your body was an empty suitcase
Hollow sunken eyes
If you let me catch a ride on your road to recovery
You can fall apart on me
6. Tallahassee | The Mountain Goats
There is no plan we can fall back on
The road this far can't be retraced
There is no punch line anybody can tack on
There are loose ends by the score
What did I come down here for?
You
7. Adventures in Solitude | The New Pornographers
We thought we lost you
Welcome back
Some cold race
Heartless ways
survivors guilt...
8. Today Will Be Better, I Swear! | Stars
Today is going to be a better one
There's nothing more to take in
That's going wrong
45 MB .zip
Sendspace mirror