On and On and On
Title: On and On and On
Author: dizbil
Artist: sammycolt24
Genre: AU, Angst
Characters, Pairing(s): Sam/Castiel
Rating: NC- 17
Word Count: 24k
Warnings: Explicit sexual content. Minor character death.
A/N: Glad to be back for the second edition of the challenge. I hope you enjoy the fic and the art.
Summary: What do you do when you lose everything? When the person you love the most just disappears? There is no perfect way to deal with Dean's absence and no magical solution, Sam come to that conclusion very easily right after loosing his big brother. He's lost, desperate and scared and Castiel seems to be the answer. Sam has always loved Cas and yet it doesn't feel right, it's never enough, pretending is not enough and he must live and be happy for his mother, he must find a reason to keep on and on...
Fic available on AO3: here
(you can download a PDF from there)
Art masterpost: here