walking home

[sassdestruction]

sometimes when i am walking home from work at like 2am i just have these weird thoughts...like those realizations that this IS your life and this IS what you are doing right now. just walking home from some practically thankless job just making enough money to survive and "round here" by the counting crows comes onto my ipod, through the glorious

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[bubblemonologue]

answer: when you're doing things that are fulfilling your dreams, with or without boys. happiness is not equal to love (alone!)

i love you!
alone and together.

i'mma call you soon because liiiiiiike yeah that'd be tight and alsoooooooooooooo cool.

[sassdestruction]

no i know. it's weird because i feel like i'm happy. i am good at work, have good friends, i feel comfortable in my home and in my neighborhood, job, whatever but i guess i just feel like i am not sure what happy is or can feel like because maybe i have this idea that i am happy but still i get so angry and frustrated and sad and so my version of happy is some weird fucked up version that isn't really happy at all, it's just...content.

but it's hard to be content. it's hard to be content when there are people with "real" problems who aren't content because they live on the streets or they have no money, or they are being beaten by their dad or mom or whoever, or maybe they're starving.

blah blah blah i don't know what i am saying anymore!

[nickrecommends]

yeah loneliness and walking home to noone but can we just stop and talk about that counting crows song for a minute? Round Here is so fucking good. That whole album is amazing. August and Everything After. I would do heroin to that album if I didn't already think it was audio heroin. I would let Adam Duritz teabag my whole family in return for a gentle acoustic cover of Raining in Baltimore. I fuckin love Counting Crows, Syd. It's no mistake they came on your ipod when they did. Those guys define the human condition in ways only a bygone 90's rock sensation could.

[sassdestruction]

OMG nick fiore, you still read my livejournal! that's crazy...i love you, i miss you, i actually thought about you the other day, that's sooooo weird.

how are things?!

-syd

[nickrecommends]

things are good, i live in philly now which is pretty awesome. i'm actually going to have a movie i edited in the philly film festival next month which is like super awesome, and i'm working on a lot of other video projects for a local company. i rarely venture into lj world these days, but i think your mention of counting crows subconsciously drew me back. god bless.

[sassdestruction]

oh wow. philly, that awesome! i was in philly just a month of two ago for a day, and me and aja wanna go visit for a day some time in the summer on our excursion to NYC/Pennsylvania. we should meet up when i am there!

i need your info dude for reals we should get together, maybe you could show us some sights!?

my email is sydney.covert@gmail.com send me your phone number and shit and we'll keep in touch!

-syd