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i've always liked the band, the wallflowers. i can still sit down and listen to album after album. it took me awhile to realize that i was a true fan of theirs. something always compelled me to buy their albums, and i've quietly enjoyed them. never going to a show. i mean, how could a girl resist a songwriter with dark hair and piercing blue eyes, ( Read more... )

oh my god i'm so drunk

how did this happen?? i need a warm man nest to me

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i went to john's mom's service yesterday. i had bad dreams about the night before. i've never met mrs. miller. i didn't even know her first name before yesterday. i wasn't really paying attention to the priest while he was talking, i was just kinda numb from crying. i've never cried so much for someone i didn't know. but the priest said something ( Read more... )

i'm wearing what tera deemed "the rubber butt pants" drinking soy milk and listening to elvis costello.

cenophobia.com

i just got a gold mastercard with a ginormous limit. this is going to some serious self control.

im here. i made it. new orleans. i feel so much better already. just about everything in general. i think i honestly needed a break from california and everyone and everything in it. i have three blisters and a few entertaining stories already. except the story about the idiot girl who left her alarm on the floor, and didn't wake up when it went ( Read more... )

maybe its because i'm premenstrual and listening to al green, but i really miss john right now. i hate leaving work without him or not going to his house after work. i lay in bed awake but without a motivation to get up and do the million things that should be getting done. i'm not suicidal or anything, but he was my special person. he was the one ( Read more... )

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