So last night i wasnt feeling good, didnt eat much at all yesterday. around 8pm i start thowing up uncontrolably and then theres the diahrea. i thought id wait it out, but it kept getting worse. Around 12am i tell rory that im going to the hospital, he's been scared all night so he goes with me. the poor thing...he wasnt feeling too well either ( Read more... )

So its been a long week and its only going to get longer as the holidays go on. Rory and I have patched things up, which is wonderful. I felt like I got a lot off my chest and now I can finally be happy with him (some of the things include the fact I was trying to hide my vicious ritalin withdrawls and other issues) I called his sister yesterday ( Read more... )

Every time i eat it feels like im choking and cant breathe ( Read more... )

Right now he's at work...and I cant call him.

Fuck this shit I cant do this anymore. I miss him so badly. I hope fudgy talks to him. Everytime we have drama and he talks to fudgy everything goes back to normal.

After being uber stressed out, I broke up with Rory on sunday. I must confess it is the biggest mistake I have ever made. The worse part? he wont accept my apologies and doesnt want to see me for a few days. What have I just done to myself? I feel like a huge part of me is missing and its only been 1.5 days. I cant stop crying, and because of that ( Read more... )

I have the most wonderful news ( Read more... )

I am so fucking pissed right now ( Read more... )

So my life has taken a beautiful turn over the weekend ( Read more... )

So Rory and I are looking into apartments here by school. Yes, we are potentially moving in together on january 1st.

We are also looking for jobs down here....

but his dad loves me....so im accepted by everyone in his family now...YAY!

I love him very much and its kinda sickening that I miss him while im in class and such

so im 21 today.

I cant drink because its dry week

so i got a piercing instead....

I got my vertical hood piercing : )