Rest in peace Dad, Nan, Mason, Matty, Robbie, Jay, Rob and Louise...

Why does the list keep growing? :(

Louise. Stuff today got me thinking so bad about you. Some girl killed herself, and was trying to help a mate through it. Was hard, cuz deep down, i know you would still be here if it wasn't for me. 
Why did ya have to go and kill yourself? And leave me here... and i know it was my fault, all of it was. You'd still be here today if i wasn't such a ( Read more... )

Just hear me out.
I aint trying a be a preacher, or trying to be a teacher.
Im trying to use rhymes to clean the streets up.
I wanna rest in peace, but i wanna live in peace too.
Caught up in a system i can't help,
But the youths today blame everybody but themselves.
And the blocks is what makes these kids the holders,
With no one to look up to but ( Read more... )

Angst ones.
They carry on from the previous three.
The rest will be stand-alones.

Not entirely happy with these, but don't have the energy to do anything else to them...

( drabbles are here... )

 The title is the only word to describe my mood. Wont bore you with details, but someone in my school is an asshole. 'Nuff said.

Anyway...
Wanna post this pic i found whilst hunting through shizz the other day.
Its of my daddy, and just makes me smile. Defo how i remember him.
And yes, i said daddy. I was a total daddys girl, what can i say?


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My first 3 drabbles for the challenge are under the cut.

( drabbles... )

My dad died a month ago in... about 2 hours. So i wrote this entry just to get thoughts out. Read if you want, dont if you dont wanna.
Theres a poem inside which really helps me.

( dedicated to my daddy )

Ok, my first EVER fic... for any fandom.
Its a joke smut really, but honest opinions would be appreciated as i would like to get into proper fic a bit more. Comment. ;)

( Smut under this cut ;) )

Gah, man last night was... entertaining. NOT. Went to bed with the biggest headache ever.
I hate arguments.
And now i feel harsh, but, right decision.
Said my piece, and now the consequences have come.

Im not gunna say you're perfect because you have more flaws than i can even think of. Your moods, sulkyness. If im honest you drive me mad at times. Im not gunna say you are the only one for me because there are many more out there lets be honest. People lose the people they truly love and find other people. Im not gunna say you make my life ( Read more... )