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I think i'm still finding my way of deviating from the path. There are two options. I could live my life like this. Half incompetent housewife, half random career; going to work, reading books, taking the dog out, wasting time.
Somehow- I look ahead, and everything's in a fog- but I don't see that. I'm not sure what it will be, but I don't see that ( Read more... )
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it's a whole other language.
finding is a long road in a dark landscape fraught with traps. you'll fall into a pit, now and again. it will seem bottomless, and then you will hit the bottom. then, at least, you've hit the bottom.
but you've got to climb back out.
(hence: i finished my university degree work and left campus in 1998. i finished my last pre-university acceptance requirement in 2002. my degree was dated 2002, but i didn't receive it until 2005. try explaining the hows and whys of that to a potential employer, and try to do it while not falling back with the rocks as they slide out from the soles of your shoes, while your at it.)
sometimes you look in the mirror and see exactly what you never prayed you would.
except look at you, you are beautiful. i have hope for you. in some ways, more hope than i have for myself.
please be well & [heart.] i wish you all the joy that you can wish.
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It's so easy to forget that there is a path, that there are fuller definitions to be learned. Or to forget my own youth & inexperience, which is probably not a healthy thing to lose sight of. It's strange, the time we seem to spend relearning the same concepts, pressing them into our souls in so many different words & experiences- but perhaps every trap & turn is another chance at reincarnation.
I wish the same for yourself, many times.
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