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[sanctus_suicide]

Day 48
Your Name: Alessa Gillespie
Suicidal Ideation: 9/10
Homicidal Ideation:  I don't care if anyone dies or not.
Amount of Sleep Last Night: I was out for ten hours, but I'm still tired.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:  There were ropes, and these men wearing red hoods.  A lot of chanting.
Moods Experienced Today:  Does it matter?
Mood Triggers:

Comments

[itsagoodname]

You're absolutely right. Let's go chuck those kids with cancer out the door right this instant.

While we're at it? Why the hell do we have clothes? Being naked is natural as hell. It's a hassle, anyway.

And cooking? Unnatural. I think I'll start eating my pig raw.

Brilliant, Ms. Bored. Just brilliant.

Private

[sanctus_suicide]

They wouldn't be in pain or suffering anymore.

I just don't get what's so horrible about a person wanting to die. At least if I were dead, then so would the people in my head.

Private

[itsagoodname]

Because then that's the end of it.

You got a favorite food or something, Chipper?

Re: Private

[sanctus_suicide]

I like icecream, but it's been so long since I've had it. I suppose if I had to choose a food I like, that I've actually had within the past couple of months it would be cold cereal.

I'm not fond of fruit on sugary cookie dough.

[thisduchess]

Now you're thinking, doll. What's all this fuss about dying, right? Dead is dead. The dead person can't complain.

And for the record, that Samael fellow you've got poking around up there? He's not so bad. Fun to talk to, at least.

[sanctus_suicide]

The dead are free.

Huh? When did you talk to him? Oh that's just fucking great. (gone)

[thisduchess]

That's one way to look at it.

Just last night, actually~ quite a charming gentleman, of course. Knows how to treat a whore with respect, he does.

[sanctus_suicide]

Oh, God.

I-he didn't do anything, did he?