again with the self-disappointment.

will i ever learn?

i have GOT to change, i have to.  i cannot live my life like this.

why is it so hard for me to learn from my mistakes the first time around? why do i continue to make the same ones, over and over?

and when did my college graduation sneak up on me?  has it really been 4 years?

RIP JINX.  you will be missed.


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one week one week one week!!!

and so much to do in one week that i probably won't get to enjoy it as much as i would like. oh well.

at least the weather is finally getting to be spring-ish as opposed to winter-ish.

happy passover!

and really, i'm sick of the drama. dont take your anger and frustrations out on those who dont deserve it, you're just ( Read more... )

two weeks left of class as an undergrad.  gotta admit, it's kinda scary.  i've been feeling a bit nostalgic.  i can't believe it's coming to an end.

i'm going to miss everyone so incredibly much next year.  thank you for always being there for me when i needed a friend. i love you, all of you.  you've helped me so much, in ways most of you don't ( Read more... )

sometimes i realllly wish people weren't so uptight and insecure about themselves and their lives that they could take a joke.  seriously.  just relax and laugh it off.  it's not that big of a deal ( Read more... )

anyone who knows nathan and i will laugh at this.

no, we're not dating.  nor have we ever dated.  and i dont think we will ever date.  nafan is one of my bestest friends ever.

"Nafan": i had my interview with G this afternoon...
"Nafan": and he was reading my review and then said to me...
"Nafan": "nafan?...who is that?...i love nafan with a heart?"
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the university of massachusetts.

hello amherst

Letter Me!
The rules are simple. Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter.
Afterwards, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.

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1. "Hum Hallelujah" Fall Out Boy Song
2. Honda Element
3. HOME
4. hot sandy beaches
5. The Hot Zone by Richard Preston
6. Horses, especially ( Read more... )

please stop the violence.  the shootings. the killings. the robberies.

i hate watching the news, it's sickening.

God must be busy-- thank you Brooks & Dunn

RIP

my mom and i "renamed" our pets.  i'd like to introduce you to:

Xanax:

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