Everything Starts Where It Ends (prologue)
" You're so easy , you know that? " He started, through the toilet mirror.
Confusion, anger and curiosity took over me all at once. Feeling rather overwhelmed, I pretended not to hear anything and continued to wash my hands quickly, wanting to just leave that place and not look at his smug expression anymore.
I dried my hands and walked towards the exit, when I feel something tugging at my wrist. He was not done with me yet. I was so sick of this. It was the same everytime. Whatever it is this time, I don't think it would be any better.
As I began to pull my hands away from him, the grip got tighter and he began " Hyuk, it was me. I know you've been pretending not to realise that it was me. I told them..."
Even ass the familiar feeling of betrayal start to take over me, I managed a soft whisper ,
"whatever, it's over.. i don't care anymore"
He let out a small laugh, the laugh that makes you feel like that kid was being laughed at for wetting his pants. That laugh that makes you feel like you're the biggest idiot on earth. that laugh that i used to love so much.
"You're so stupid. Three years, wasn't that long enough for you to realise that I was just using you? I never needed you, but since everyone else is just as or more boring than you were, I figured you could be of some use..By the way, it was also me who made the coach suspend you from soccer for two months. I thought that you would finally break since the soccer team is practically your life,but no . All you did was silently accept the punishment for something you did not do..I was so disgusted by then so of course, i had to take things into my own hands...YES IT WAS ME..YOU PATHETIC COW-w-w..."
He didn't get to finish his sentence as i slammed him against the nearest wall,my hands pinning his shoulder against the wall. I was losing it, all the emotions that i've been supressing for months were now in a mess. I couldn't think. The pounding in my head got louder as i was now staring right into his eyes. I saw a hint of fear for a split second, before he rolled his eyes. That ticked me off, I couldn't stand people who rolled their eyes, so i did that one thing that i knew could piss him off. That one thing i've been wanting to do since forever. That one thing i knew could destroy any sort of friendship we had left (if we had any).
I crashed my lips onto his.
It wasn't that romantic first kiss you would expect. It wasn't sweet. It was far from sweet. His eyes widened before he tried to struggle. But little did he realise that he was too weak for me. For the real me. The me i never showed anyone. I bit the bottom of his lips, when he refused to give my tongue access to his mouth. When he gasped, I forced my tongue in, pushing him further onto the wall. After realising that he was not going to be able to escape, he relaxed into the kiss as he wrapped his hands around my neck, pulling me down further.
I don't know how we got to grinding against the sink, with my hands in his hair and his on my chest while our tongue were still fighting for dominance
I let his tongue continue to explore the insides of my mouth but when i felt him starting to unbutton my shirt, i pushed him , maybe a bit too hard, away from me.
"I love you Hyukkie..' I mentally laugh, remembering that name he used to call me.
I smirked. I don't know what took over me at that point of time. I just smirked.
The look in his eyes, maybe confusion or was it hurt ?
"I didn't know YOU were that easy Hae... " I laughed, that sadistic laugh which i didn't even know i could
As I watch tears form in his eyes, I gave him one last look and walked towards the exit once again, not once turning back.
As soon as i reached a place quiet enough, I broke down and started crying .
I'm sorry Hae...I love you
Confusion, anger and curiosity took over me all at once. Feeling rather overwhelmed, I pretended not to hear anything and continued to wash my hands quickly, wanting to just leave that place and not look at his smug expression anymore.
I dried my hands and walked towards the exit, when I feel something tugging at my wrist. He was not done with me yet. I was so sick of this. It was the same everytime. Whatever it is this time, I don't think it would be any better.
As I began to pull my hands away from him, the grip got tighter and he began " Hyuk, it was me. I know you've been pretending not to realise that it was me. I told them..."
Even ass the familiar feeling of betrayal start to take over me, I managed a soft whisper ,
"whatever, it's over.. i don't care anymore"
He let out a small laugh, the laugh that makes you feel like that kid was being laughed at for wetting his pants. That laugh that makes you feel like you're the biggest idiot on earth. that laugh that i used to love so much.
"You're so stupid. Three years, wasn't that long enough for you to realise that I was just using you? I never needed you, but since everyone else is just as or more boring than you were, I figured you could be of some use..By the way, it was also me who made the coach suspend you from soccer for two months. I thought that you would finally break since the soccer team is practically your life,but no . All you did was silently accept the punishment for something you did not do..I was so disgusted by then so of course, i had to take things into my own hands...YES IT WAS ME..YOU PATHETIC COW-w-w..."
He didn't get to finish his sentence as i slammed him against the nearest wall,my hands pinning his shoulder against the wall. I was losing it, all the emotions that i've been supressing for months were now in a mess. I couldn't think. The pounding in my head got louder as i was now staring right into his eyes. I saw a hint of fear for a split second, before he rolled his eyes. That ticked me off, I couldn't stand people who rolled their eyes, so i did that one thing that i knew could piss him off. That one thing i've been wanting to do since forever. That one thing i knew could destroy any sort of friendship we had left (if we had any).
I crashed my lips onto his.
It wasn't that romantic first kiss you would expect. It wasn't sweet. It was far from sweet. His eyes widened before he tried to struggle. But little did he realise that he was too weak for me. For the real me. The me i never showed anyone. I bit the bottom of his lips, when he refused to give my tongue access to his mouth. When he gasped, I forced my tongue in, pushing him further onto the wall. After realising that he was not going to be able to escape, he relaxed into the kiss as he wrapped his hands around my neck, pulling me down further.
I don't know how we got to grinding against the sink, with my hands in his hair and his on my chest while our tongue were still fighting for dominance
I let his tongue continue to explore the insides of my mouth but when i felt him starting to unbutton my shirt, i pushed him , maybe a bit too hard, away from me.
"I love you Hyukkie..' I mentally laugh, remembering that name he used to call me.
I smirked. I don't know what took over me at that point of time. I just smirked.
The look in his eyes, maybe confusion or was it hurt ?
"I didn't know YOU were that easy Hae... " I laughed, that sadistic laugh which i didn't even know i could
As I watch tears form in his eyes, I gave him one last look and walked towards the exit once again, not once turning back.
As soon as i reached a place quiet enough, I broke down and started crying .
I'm sorry Hae...I love you