happy easter everyone.

going to school today to help load the truck
picking gwen up
going to dinner at my grandmas house
family easter party
home to not sleep
hopefully talk to ben a little bit
hes in florida
we leave tomorrow for hawaii!!!!

im so excited

see you all when i get back

-sam-

( ) smoked pot ( Read more... )

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R ( Read more... )

ben spent yesterday with my entire family for my party ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my birthdaytoday my family is comming over ( Read more... )

went to see passions of christ last night.
wow
it was really good.
really gross
but really good

gwen and jeremy - huttled together with them both in tears
alyssa tied to erika both in tears through the whole movie
and my with a death grip on ben crying my eyes out

something happened at one point of the movie and all we hear is gwen "Jesus christ" ( Read more... )

I see her start to fade, no girl don't do that.
Just hang in there and you will get what you want.
I see her starting to break into a diffrent place.
No my sweet, hang on, things will get better.
Just wait a bit you will win when this world gets better.

and then she says
she believes in dreaming
and then she says
she talks to the stars
and then she says
she can see forever
from where we are

why do you hate me...
why are you mad at me...
why wont you talk to me...
what did i do?

please talk to me...

with my seventeenth birthday three weeks away i realise how fucking immature i am. my escape within myself is only a comforter to convince myself that i could erase myself of my problems and grow up to fuck. but with my third year of high school almost complete i find myself still holding onto the little things that i need to give up. and somehow i ( Read more... )