Thought Processes

[sakuratsukikage]

In the years since I first got this journal (and how can it be possible that I can say that, anyway-years just sounds like it’s so long), I’ve always intended to use it as a real blog, mostly for my thoughts on opinion on fandom and on writing and fiction in general, but that’s definitely never materialized.  Instead it’s become far more a dumping

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[blulious]

In the back of my mind, I was wondering why you're not updating from Japan now...

It's okay. You don't have to make pleasing EVERYONE your job!! It's not worth it if you have to sacrifice your own happiness.

[sakuratsukikage]

Yeah, I was hoping that wasn't too confusing yet ^^;;;. I just hadn't gotten around to sorting out my thoughts on the whole thing yet . . . but now you know!

It's true--I know that much. And that's very good advice. Thank you!

[blulious]

UNRELATED BUT------

WTF

WHAT EPISODE IS YOUR ICON FROM??????

[sakuratsukikage]

IT'S FROM THE EPISODE WITH JAPAN AND AMERICA WATCHING SCARY MOVIES. ACTUALLY. AHAHAHA.

[candelaria]

It's a pity you won't be going to Japan. But that's not to say you won't be going eventually once everything else is out of the way! \o/ But at least grad school should be fun, for what that's worth.

And don't worry about it. I've gone through that phase where I was the one feeling awesome and everyone else was baww, so that now it's reversed, well. Good times will come again. /o/ The year is almost over.

[sakuratsukikage]

It is--there are a lot of things I'd like to do and a lot of people I'd like to see there, but . . . I think this is a better choice for me right now, so I'm at peace with it, I think.

And yeah, I know how it goes, it's just sort of sad to see everyone being baww around me. I want to heeeeelp. *hugs* ALMOST THERE. YOU CAN DO IT. DON'T GIVE UP NOW.

[kasumicc]

It happens to lots of us; RL ends being so uneventful and 'bleh' that memes end being the only thing that can keep a blog active. I'd still like to hear about your thoughts, though; so let's see how that goes...

I was also wondering when you would announce you were leaving to Japan. Sounds like a wise decision, though I hope you can still be able to do that trip in the future...

[sakuratsukikage]

It's true, it's true. Sort of depressing, or blah, at least, but that's the way of things, I guess. But I like rambling on and on, so I'm going to make an effort to do that more, anyway. XDD Thanks! I'm glad you like to see them.

And . . . yeah ^^;; It seems like a lot of people were wondering. I'm glad to let everyone know! I hope so, too, but I think concentrating on my life in the States for now is a good idea.

[ennta]

I'm sorry things didn't work out for you. :( But I'm glad you're comfortable with the decision you made, and I hope it turns out for the best.

Now write me some J/Z, woman! :p

(Also, it seems mots of my friends are pretty depressed lately, too. I blame the combination of money and school.)

[sakuratsukikage]

Thank you! And yeah, it's okay--it happens. And me too! And I am comfortable with it, in the end.

I actually am working on it, believe it or not! I'll get around to it soon, I swear. XD It'll happen!

(And yeah, that completely makes sense. I hope everyone perks up soon, though!)

[alliterations]

I had been wondering about that, but I figured you'd explain it eventually.
But, you know, it's whatever you think is good for you in the end. And grad school should be interesting and fun as well /0/

[sakuratsukikage]

Yeah, it's been something I needed to figure out how to post about for a while. And thank you! I hope so, myself.