All I need to hear is that you're not mine

[sakuramab]

How can you tell if what you're feeling is a real feeling or just that you're lonely? Does it even matter 'cause in the end all feelings can change anyway so if I just wait this out then it'll go away

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[decentguywatts]

i wanna check out churches, i really don't think they're gonna be around in a few generations time so it'll be cool to have "appreciated" them so i can tell me grand kids what they were like

"..and everyone would sit on the uncomfortable seats, in the cold, and sing songs that they would never listen to or sing at home. They'd also read from the christian Bible, but for a supposedly educational purpose, not for entertainment as it's enjoyed now - you see, back then they actually believed it was all real"

my mate Dee who's at Hull Uni is frickin swamped with christian folk, she's even been to a few Alpha Course events!!! like, of all the people she knows and hangs with, 80% are Openly christian [as opposed to the Private Faith sorts...]

oh, and the old "Love = Want + Need" equation stands me right for explainin most matters of the heart...cynical, i know!

PS. Juvi rocked, next months is mine+Jane's b'day juvi's!
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[sakuramab]

Your birthday? Brilliant. I'm there!!

That's funny about Hull. When Carrie and I grew up there it was officially the ungodliest city in Europe. That is an official title earned by the infrequency of church attendance by the Hull folk. Apparently missionaries came over from places like Africa and America (totally ironic, yeh?) and have been trying to turn the city around, spiritually speakin'.

Meh love. schmlove. I'm so bad at all of that stuff!
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[decentguywatts]

really?!
damn, that explains a Lot! it totally struck me that there was an insane amount of christian stuff goin off there...haha, gonna Google that shit + try find a story...!

haha, "Schmlove" - thats my new band name i reckon!
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[sakuramab]

heh, I think the Hull+missionaries stuff maybe pre-dates the internet.

OH!! I tried to ring your phone as requested on faceb. It rang but went to answerphone. Have you found it yet??
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[ctzn_smith]

Is the feeling:

a) A good move?

b) Likely to be reciprocated?

c) Rational and well measured?

If you answered yes to all 3 then I'd be inclined to go with it. But hey what do I know I'm totally crap at feelings!! :)

Just listen to some Jawbreaker instead!!

[sakuramab]

a) errr dunno
b) ermmm maybe, not sure
c) um it's involuntary, if that makes any difference.

Yehh Jawbreaker is so ace for these situations!

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[ctzn_smith]

a) You probably never do generally as usually only hindsight is 20:20.

b) Ask or you will never know, better to get rejected that spend your life wondering.

c) Manage your expectations, pessimism is sometimes useful so you don't get carried away! :)

As you can see I am ace at useless advice I never actually follow myself! ;)

[sakuramab]

Ha, yeh what I *think* I will do is just ignore the feelings and hope that they go away. Not really a vee +posi thing to do in general life, but in this case probberz for the best!
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