Crazy, craaazy week

[sakura_no_kaori]

Yeeaaahhh..today was the Kanji exam where I had to know 570 of them...I woke up at 3:30 am. and couldn't sleep anymore...slept maybe half an hour until 7:45 when I had to get up. But I studied with Anki, an awesoem program to study Kanji with.
Think I can get a perfect score if I'm lucky ^^ Even if not....it will be a ONE! Yesss, ahahaha xD (

Comments

[lamew00d]

Naaa thanks :P
Don't you need an doctor, because of those ... pain? :/ (if it gets too painful :( )
well... still: GIVE YOUR BEST! YOU SURELY CAN DO IT! :D

[sakura_no_kaori]

Nah I wrote this entry after I had the test x)

My GP already knows about this. It really can't be helped except when I start taking hormones...but I kinda don't want to take hormones xD Well...maybe I will start taking them. But now I will probably don't have any problems for 2-6 months, so it's not that bad.

[15freak]

*Keeping fingers crossed for your exam* x33

Your former best friend? May I ask why you aren't anymore?
WHOA! ROBERT DOWNEY JR ♥__♥ Wanna dream about him hugging me as well!! xD

[sakura_no_kaori]

Thx!

Hmm....that is a long story. I just pretty much realized he's dragging me down and interacting with him doesn't help me at all....well and some things happened, but I recommend you not to read these things, because it's deeply depressing (and I was in a bad depressen when I wrote it).

( http://sakura-no-kaori.livejournal.com/77107.html the circumstances http://sakura-no-kaori.livejournal.com/77534.html what made me feel betrayed afterwards )

Yeah, I just watched Avengers yesterday and my boyfriend got jealous because I apparently "sparkled at him". xDDD Hahaha...
But it's not exactly Downey that I like but more the character "Tony Stark". Well...but I can't deny that I've started watching all the movies Downey ever starred in xD Hahahaha..guess I also like him more than I think xD Awwwwww Tony <333

Aww your avatar <3 <3 <3 xD He looks at me! he does! xDDD

[15freak]

Wow.. it really was depressing ^^"
It's unbelievable how many mothers (especially Asian ones! As far as I have experienced) are professionals at making one feel guilty! If they could turn their "destructive psychological power" into a "constructive" one, we wouldn't need therapists anymore ^^"
Are there only negative feelings left for your mom now? :/
As for me, I understand now why my parents behaved the way they behaved and at times I even felt sorry for them, being parents really isn't an easy job >xD But yeah, that "trust" thing is destroyed for good nonetheless.
But in the end, the truth is simply that of yourself being the only person you can really trust, right ^^"

And yeah, friends.. sometimes I'm wondering if they really exist >XD Or are my expectations of a friend too high? Lately I try having no expectations at all anymore.

Whatever, judging from your latest entry, you and your ex-best friend can at least talk with each other again now? :)

Somehow this comment turned out pretty negative. And maybe self-centered? Sorry >

[sakura_no_kaori]

Pretty much, I would like to never hear of her again if it was possible, but my father is forcing me to have contact with her