update of sorts...

[saintangelsin]

finals have my completely worn out. i'm glad it's over now. yesterday was my last final and my cold hearted roomate has moved out too, which is amazing. i can't remember too much about the past couple days and stuff. i do hope to get around to posting my 76 song set i did last friday night. i was at the radio station until 8 am friday morning. talk

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i feel like i don't deserve anything

[radius2x]

That's just nonsense. You do deserve a lot and I doubt your family would be better off with you. And of course you belong at your home. It's only been 3 months over there. Just it's a new change for you. I think you'll feel better after a shower, a cup of tea and a good night's sleep. Chin up, Megan, eh? Cheers! (((HUGE HUGS)))

Re: i feel like i don't deserve anything

[saintangelsin]

you're right it is nonsense, but sometimes nonsense does work. i doubt it too, but it's bad when it feels like that. i had a good night's sleep last night, but i think what i need is my welbutrin. i haven't found it yet while unpacking...hopefully tomorrow, i'll find my medications. then i won't be such a mopey girl with a sneeze (alergies!)

i feel a bit better. right now i got some white stripes playing and i just got home from grocery shopping with my mom. and getting emails from you makes me smile. oh geeze.... lol.

Glad you're feeling better.

[radius2x]

I just got outta work and despite the fact it was crazy, I gotta lot accomplished.

Glad I make you smile, Megan. : )

Re: Glad you're feeling better.

[saintangelsin]

that's awesome you got a lot accomplished. i always like coming home from school or work, realizing i've done a lot in one day. it's a pretty awesome feeling.

and i'm glad that you're glad hahaha.

today since i actually took my medicine, i feel way better. i'm sure by like monday, i'll feel even better! (it takes a couple of days to get that blood level up...)

[jazziestchick]

Aw, Megs! We are so connected. I tell you, I totally understand the feeling of being outta the loop with your own family. A lot has happened in mine lately, I mean huge changes - new houses, a possible marriage, a new baby etc. etc. etc. And to top it all off my brother even got back together with his ex girlfriend! (aka Satan's bride). But you know, it gets loads better. :)

And the money issue...my mom works herself down trying to help me pay for college. And I feel guilty about it sometimes, but she does it because she loves me. The best thing I can do now is just to make something of myself. I was in awe of what a supportive family you have. You're a very lucky gal.

[saintangelsin]

marriage and a baby? oh you'll have to tell me who! and i do think it's crazy how we connect so well :)

thank you. i think we're both lucky to have such awesome moms. and we both seriously need chill pills haha <333 you'll have to visit me sometime during the semester. my roomate moved out and it looks like i have an extra bed in my room! well let's hope i don't have anyone else move in! hehe.

ps- i hope you have a happy new year's!

[jazziestchick]

Yeah, my uncle and his girlfriend are having a baby in February and a friend of mine is getting married. He's 23 and very "on the DL" with the whole situation...

It would be awesome to see you in CP. Hopefully you can have some peace an quiet and get some more room for yourself. I was talking to my mom about my apartment and such and it looks like I might have to move back home and commute! Complete and utter torture! Must enjoy living by myself while I still can...

And thanks for the well wishes! Hope you have a stellar New Year as well. :)

[jazziestchick]

Haha, I'm a screwball - forget the "Anonymous".

[saintangelsin]

oh i knew it was you :)

you know communiting wouldn't be too bad i suppose. think about it this way, all the comforts of home and you'll be more dedicated towards school. like you'll use up your day well because you only have a limited amount of time.