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saint_sami

Guardian Entry 39: Aftermath

Sep 28, 2008 00:12

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hero_time September 28 2008, 04:38:22 UTC

Sasami, for what it's worth, I don't exactly blame them. They weren't infected, and they were under some of the worst stress out of all of them. Shagon's partner was infected and got into a massive fight with Other Matt. Fillmore's in charge of security. Caleb runs the complex and had to deal with all of it. The others aren't used to that kind of stress either. And given the fact that we were running around blowing each other up, picking fights, and doing all sorts of things we're really ashamed of now, I can see why they wanted to escape.

saint_sami September 28 2008, 04:41:23 UTC

...they've dealt with worse! I know it! I'm sure they could have handled it better than what they did...!

hero_time September 28 2008, 04:47:37 UTC

You can't expect them to be perfect. This virus brought out the worst in all of us--including the people it didn't infect.

[locked] green_chosen September 28 2008, 04:42:16 UTC

Sasami. I know you're angry and have every right to be but think on this for a second. The virus messed with most of us, For me it was Lust, my daughter it was Envy, etc. You were affected as well as us, maybe not to the extreme but still.

You shouldn't make a decision like this while you're angry. I know we/I did some horrible things while under the virus but if we give it some time we might be able to get over this. I know you probably hate me, but this is the truth.

Re: [locked] saint_sami September 28 2008, 04:46:09 UTC

I... I just...

OOOH! YOU KNEW WHAT WAS GOING ON AND YOU JUST LET IT HAPPEN!

Re: [locked] green_chosen September 28 2008, 05:04:19 UTC

That's the point. I DID NOT know what would happen. It was wrong but the virus was making Hay Lin's and I's hormones through the roof. All I was concerned with at the time was some... well PG-13 related stuff at its mildest with Hay Lin.

I know it was wrong but letting you run away from this is just as bad.

xanatos_gambit September 28 2008, 04:43:38 UTC

In the end, running away solves everything, doesn't it?

saint_sami September 28 2008, 04:45:03 UTC

...!

xanatos_gambit September 28 2008, 04:51:59 UTC

I find your lack of faith DISTURBING.

saint_sami September 28 2008, 04:57:37 UTC

...lack of faith? My sister lied to me, one of my friends back home did something horrible and most of those who we trust turned and LEFT US...!

How can I have faith when I know they'll just turn their back on me again...?!

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terra_who September 28 2008, 04:59:08 UTC

Sasami...

I'm not happy with any of them either, but...I can't just leave. I ran from everything before. Now, I...I can't run from this too.

...but I need time away from everything, I'll say that.

saint_sami September 28 2008, 05:05:22 UTC

Terra... I...

...I don't know if I'll stay away forever... I just... just need some time away...

terra_who September 28 2008, 05:15:42 UTC

I understand...just...don't run from this. Hypocrite. Don't be like me.

saint_sami September 28 2008, 05:19:50 UTC

...I'll be back... I promise...

lightofmeridian September 28 2008, 14:28:43 UTC

I know you've heard this from the others Sasami, but running away isn't going to solve anything. It's not going to make these issues go away; they're going to be here when you come back, and if anything be bigger than they were when you left because they haven't been dealt with.

Besides, aren't you doing just what Caleb, Shagon and some of the others did this past week when they couldn't deal with everyone who was virused? You lecture them about running away, and then you turn around and do the same thing...what kind of message is that?

saint_sami September 28 2008, 15:23:35 UTC

I...

...

I think everything just got to me, I... I don't know anymore, Elyon, I...

I guess I got scared...