i am terrified right now. i will be leaving those i am comfortable with, go off by myself into an unknown place and be tossed into the most rigorous music instruction of my life. i know i will look back at this and laugh that i was ever nervous about going. i know i will meet some of my best friends ever there. i know i will greatly increase my ( Read more... )

just played my ayp audition. it went well. very very very short and to the point. they only had me play the two easy songs, they probably knew i wasn't very good. they yelled at me in the beginning because i was only supposed to stand there and stare at the blue wall, not look at them. oh well. i'll hear in like 30 days or something.

this day has been soooooo gooooood. woke up early which was bad b/c my mom's out of town (YES!!!) and i had to let the dogs out at 7:30. but i popped a couple percocet and then snoozed on until like 9:45 when my dad woke me up to take him to the airport to pick up my mom's car. then i mowed the lawn at my old house, it was so awesome being there. i ( Read more... )

TONY

T

is for

Tasty

O

is for

Outgoing

N

is for

Naive

Y

is for

Yummy


What Does Your Name Mean?
so i'm pretty tasty huh? well anyway i went to visit interlochen this weekend. it's really nice, the facilities all seem new and clean. the kids there were really cool,they would go out of ( Read more... )

Fri the 13th: White room, beeping noises, i'm half naked, little dozzy, tube pumping some kind of liquid into my arm. Ha, how ironic to have surgery and get cut open on fri the 13th. i WAS nervous about surgery, but let me tell you guys, i actuallu had FUUN! their meds make you feel sooooo good. slept like a baby. ah well, percocet is setting in ( Read more... )

I feel like .....more awful than i have in a while. i am so angry. i just had one of the most heated arguments ever with my mom. she brought up a bunch of crap about how it seems like we can only have peace in our house if we ignore each other, otherwise we're scratching at each other's throats ( Read more... )

NINE HOURS OF WORK WAS SO AWESOME TODAY

crappy day at WORK.

Iamoutofsteam.soexhaustedfromdoingeverything.

i suddenly got really angry just now when i returned from levine. i had more road rage than usual driving home, actually physically harassing people in other cars. uggh why can't i just have my own personal road everywhere? why can't the world just conform to what I want? me me me me me me me me me me me me ( Read more... )