well there is only 11 more days left until i leave! aren't you all happy that im going to be gone for roughly 3 weeks? enjoy the peace while you can. man i can't wait until i leave this hell of a place. so much i want to do when i get there! well i'll be off to the silk road trip once i get to hk. flojo and my aunt are joining us. isn't that just ( Read more... )

life has never been more confusing than this. well i had but that's not the point. anyone wanna tell me what i should do? ::sigh::

pressure are so annoying. they make you want to quit. they make you feel stupid. it is hard to breathe under pressure. and pressure comes from school!, family, and friends. but for me...mostly school. ::sigh:: HOOOSAAA =P

plz ignore my bs-ing entry. i don't mean a word in there. well i do mean some. the part about friends. =P sorri to those i have unintendedly offensed. my apologies. the day was great today XD like tony said... find joy within yourself. that is when you'll really be happy.

how in the world do people know the site? -_- i wonder if the private thing works...should try using that... this site is just for me bs-ing. don't listen i just got lotsa anger at times... need to steam it off. =P

ok... saw his outfit for sunday. MAJOR HOTNESS! emi..he better not be gay. hes just too perfect to be gay! I WANNA GO BACK TO AX and just stare at him man. i have him on my desktop neehehe. so sexy! i rather pay HIM that than guy with the cross. haha lovu lovu! imma start drawing again. i wanna draw. haha

you know...some people are just so selfish. they think the world revolves around them and just because they cry, they'll get what ever they want. they think that they're the only one suffering in this world. those who don't act the way they want are considered "bad people". i am so sick of this. i don't have to take this form you. i don't want to. ( Read more... )

things come and things go. but what happens if they came in the wrong time, wrong place, wrong person? are you suppose to take the chance even if it means you'll hurt someone? or are you suppose to just let it slip by and hold onto your aching heart? why do things always happen at the wrong time for me? or maybe i was just to stupid to notice it ( Read more... )

hm...after that talk with tony, i feel so much better. man that boy is super optimistic. how does he keep up like that..o.O ax 2moro whoo hoo. AND IMMA GET A T-SHIRT! YOU PEOPLE JUS WATCH. and that means i must sing T_T WUT EVER IT TAKES RITE?

LIFE MUST GO ON!....hm...(the show much go on ~ moulin rouge) hehe "the most important thing you'll learn in life is to love and be loved in return" i think that what it was. OMG IM SO HOOKED ON THAT MOVIE AGAIN! -_-