See a difference?...I dont. Feel a little better?...I dont. The sadness is sinking in but anger follows going 100mph. Fuck!~ what the fuck is wrong with me this world fucking sucks. Where is my mind? I dont know...Hiding behind a rock 3000 miles away under 3000 feet of water. I sit here after organizing my papers in my new filing cabnet wondering ( Read more... )

Well things have definitly gone south with this woman I was seeing. How about that for a start of a sentence. This whole january Ive been missing out on getting feelings typed out online so I can read back later in life and see what the fuck I was doing. Heres my update on january. New Years was defintly fun and saw the ball drop at a friends house ( Read more... )

Well my X-[put religious figure name here]-Mas was fun and exciting I got Cash and Clothes very exciting on the Eve I spent partying over my dads womans parents house where they made me sad wishing my sister was still around and we could have a normal holiday like everyother family but o well. On the day itself debbie and I drove up to go see her ( Read more... )

Now couldn't get any better for me im in a situation where nothing bothers me and production is key along with my feelings. Debbie and I are an awsome couple which we realize and take our relationship to the max. Im probibly going to move in with her around the end of december. Most of this started after the last trip to gainsville we understand ( Read more... )

Well I cant stress more than now about how crazy this month has been and its only getting better. Last monday it started with an awsome night downtown at Indigo Room where I meet up with Rob Bullshit but I arrived early and ran into Charles then bam out of the blue Tori was in town I havent seen her in such a long time and she looks very good lost ( Read more... )

This weekend was exciting lets recap on the situation. Friday I woke up nicly next to debbie in bed not rushing or trying to make things go by any faster. We started getting ready to head up to the sarasota area. The drive up there was amazing we talked most of the way about each other. Once we goto Sarasota we checked into our room at the Siesta ( Read more... )

I dont want to goto work today but I promised id make up last friday today I finished most of what I have to do at PawlikCorp but their still expecting me to show up. Hopefully today will breeze by so I can work on soem of lennys projects and not goto the gym. My birthday is tommaro and I havent talked with any of my family maybe I should focus on ( Read more... )

So this weekend was very exciting and long or so it feels Nick & Heather Cimeno are now married and life is good for the both of them Congrats. I took friday off and had thursday as well so thats why this week is gonna be long also I have to work every day. But come excitement comes sacrifice. I dont think this is gonna be a long email but more of ( Read more... )

For some reason I had to make a really metal sounding subject i dunno why...Latly Ive been in a really good mood maybe its because I met a special someone who is very similar to me. Her name is Debbie and she is a complete doll georgous from head to toe. Currently shes a Ultrasound Technician and damn if I think she should be a doctor. Body isnt ( Read more... )

So holloween is over and kids are gonna get fatter soon to hybernate up for the winter... wait thats bears haha nevermind. So some really cool news is I found my perfect woman atleast for the most part im still learning more about her and so far im stunned at her beauty, brains, and humorus personality. We make a great couple and I shall continue ( Read more... )