Behind the Sex - Chapter 10
Title: Behind the Sex
Fandom(s) : U-KISS
Pairing(s): KeMaru
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, Romance
Warnings: Awful!English
Author's Notes: My second NaNoWriMo, and a rather bold decision, if I might say :)! Hopefully doesn't contain too much inaccuracies, and if it does, please ignore it? >_>?
Prologue :: Chapter 1 :: Chapter 2 :: Chapter 3 :: Chapter 4 :: Chapter 5 :: Chapter 6 :: Chapter 7
Chapter 8 :: Chapter 9
Has it been a month? Kevin thought, squinting his eyes as if that would help him better remember. It seemed like it had been a month since Kibum and him first met. He still remembered how difficult Kibum was, not even making a sound with all the tactics Kevin brought out to use.
Recently, or to be more specific, in these few days, Kibum had gotten a little more…responsive?
Kevin had probably fallen too deep into his own thoughts that he couldn’t register the scent he had grown familiar to already. Kibum cocked his head to a side, wondering why Kevin, who was usually sensitive to footsteps even if they were very light, didn’t hear him coming. Embracing his smaller form from the back, he felt Kevin jump a little.
Chuckling, Kibum rested his head on Kevin’s shoulder, staring at his gorgeous side profile. “What were you thinking of?”
“You.” Kevin smiled, though knowing Kibum probably didn’t believe him. It looked like the usual exchange of lovey-dovey words, anyway. Except that today, he had really been thinking about Kibum.
Kibum hummed, nuzzling the loose shirt Kevin wore to expose the pale shoulder slightly. He kissed gently, then smiling once more when Kevin turned to see what he was doing. They were so close, and Kevin didn’t understand why, but the distance was exhilarating. At the same moment, Kibum didn’t want to admit, but Kevin turning around this way was so enchanting, so tempting.
“Get a room.” A harsh warning as the receptionist purposely made a detour towards them both, brushing her shoulder against Kevin’s. “Remember your rules.”
Kevin grunted, and Kibum couldn’t help but asked the question he had been keeping inside of him. Kevin briefly explained about the contract, seemingly irked by the disturbance, even jabbing at the lift’s button despite knowing fully well that it wouldn’t hurry any of the six working lifts to arrive faster.
Kibum slid his hand from Kevin’s back to his side, then holding onto the curved-in waist comfortably. Kevin turned to the older man and smiled slightly, somewhat appeased by the act.
As he had guessed, Kibum smiled at the lift that was indicating a descending number. This brothel really did know how to run a business. Forty two days and counting, and he was unveiling more and more, both of the industry and of Kevin.
Holding onto each other’s hands in the lift and temporarily not making any sexual advances yet, Kevin leaned on Kibum’s shoulder and tried to catch a wink in a minute. Fatigue, always so easily finding him. He hadn’t been able to take a nap because Kibum had booked an appointment so abruptly, increasing his urge to fall asleep.
Kibum seemed to notice that, deciding to wear Kevin out and let him sleep. For one, he really had never been able to really see Kevin’s sleeping form. He was usually in a rush to wear his clothes and get home to prepare for school once more, or that Kevin was gone by the time he woke up. Maybe today?
A soft ring woke Kevin up, the two then walking out of the lift together. Kibum suddenly stopped in his tracks, carrying Kevin up in his arms and whispering for him to sleep for a while. Kevin protested weakly, yawning as he did, but laid his head on Kibum’s shoulder while they reached the furthest room from the lift. With Kevin cradled in his arms, Kibum had an urge to just quietly let him sleep, or take smaller, slower steps if only to make this moment last.
The mild scent of Kevin’s hair made him giddy, a small smile faintly appearing. Kevin had the scent of a new born infant after a bath actually, and his position right now - a striking similarity to his nephew whom he had held a few weeks ago. What sort of body wash does he use? Kibum chuckled, finding himself thinking like a fool, the way love made him. Whatever body wash Kevin used had nothing to do with him.
Watching Kevin sleep, he could actually do the same…
Kevin’s internal clock woke him up, much to Kibum’s dismay. Like a wilful child, Kevin struggled in Kibum’s embrace and the older man finally relented, letting him down. The younger then tugged on Kibum’s wrist, pulling him at a faster speed towards the room. Funny how their roles reversed, because Kibum was getting rather sleepy now.
After entering the room, Kibum was thrown to the bed, successfully waking him up a little. Kevin pouted cutely, fondling with his hidden member while climbing up the bed. “Are you not going to play with me?”
Kibum chuckled lowly, getting up while supporting himself with one arm, then pinching Kevin’s cheeks affectionately. “Of course I wouldn’t leave little Kevin to his own devices. How should I play with you today?”
Kevin looked satisfied with the reply, hugging Kibum’s head while kneeling, both legs straddling one of Kibum’s legs. He grinded his body against Kibum’s chest, while Kibum nuzzled his nose against the younger’s chest, gently biting the clothed area. Kevin subtly rubbed Kibum’s length with his knee, giggling as he felt Kibum stiffen in his arms.
“Ugh.” Kibum growled, pulling away before hugging Kevin’s body once more, giving the cheeky boy’s bottom a squeeze.
Kevin squeaked, then lowering himself by supporting his bottom with his feet directly, hands cupping Kibum’s face. Kibum closed his eyes, tilting his head and then moving forward. Kevin giggled softly at Kibum’s slightly jutted out lips, pressing his own against his. Eager for more, Kibum parted his lips and prodded Kevin’s mouth with his tongue, softly moaning when Kevin took advantage the situation and entered Kibum’s mouth with his own tongue.
Kevin hummed along to the familiar tune Kibum was humming to, tongue gently playing with the older man’s. When it became a little more unconscious an action, Kevin teasingly slipped his hand into Kibum’s pants, grabbing the leaking erection suddenly.
“Kevin.” Kibum groaned, breaking their kiss while holding onto Kevin’s wandering hand. “God, stop teasing me this way.”
Slowly used to Kibum’s increasing sensitivity to his touches, Kevin stuck out a tongue before kissing the older man sweetly. Nibbling then onto Kibum’s bottom lip while unbuttoning the only button of the pants, Kevin purposefully dragged the zip down, brushing over the twitching erection.
Kibum deepened the kiss, furiously ravishing Kevin’s lips if only to give himself a little more comfort. Hands reaching for his pants, Kibum removed them from his legs hurriedly. Kevin whined softly, wanting to tease Kibum a little more. He noticed Kibum left his underwear on and jumped at the chance, retrieving his hand from Kibum’s boxers and then circling the bulge.
The older man buckled his hips to the light touch, while Kevin smiled into the kiss, feeling the other smile the same way. Kibum then palmed Kevin’s member as a petty revenge, seeing the younger shift away to gasp for the air he suddenly needed. Leaning his forehead against Kibum’s, Kevin giggled giddily, then wrapping his arms about Kibum’s neck effortlessly. The two then rolled around as Kibum dragged the restricting pants off Kevin’s legs, always wanting to gain an upper hand by leaving the younger stripped to nothing at his lower body first.
“Not fair.” Kevin pouted, groaning when Kibum drew circles on his inner thigh, leaving a ticklish and arousing feeling in its wake. “You’re not allowed to move for a while.”
“How long is that while?” Kibum raised an eyebrow, while Kevin pressed his shoulders so he laid down.
Kevin then swiftly removed his shirt, feeling warm all over due to the lust, and considerately removed Kibum’s as well. With only Kibum’s boxers being the last piece of fabric between their nude form, he whispered for Kibum to sit back and relax, only moving to his touches, but not to spoil what he had prepared.
Kibum silently agreed, toes curled as Kevin bit his inner thigh gently, soft hair brushing across his clothed length. Kevin trailed up the older man’s thigh with his tongue, letting the wet muscle enter the small opening at the end of Kibum’s underwear. This then caused the boxers to ride up in the process, further exposing Kibum’s thighs, nearing Kibum’s member that was throbbing in desire.
Actually, the real reason why Kevin wanted to do this was to enjoy Kibum’s squirms and wriggles, his moans and groans. That the man he thought was unconquerable had, too, given in to the teases. Other men might give him the same reaction, but none will give him the same satisfaction.
Kevin slid Kibum’s boxers off his feet and gave the standing length a gentle stroke downwards. Kibum growled, hand reaching for Kevin’s soft locks to tug, but reminding himself subconsciously to not force Kevin’s head down to take in his leaking erection. The temptation was strong, but Kevin requested otherwise, so he’ll resist.
“Ugh…” Kibum writhed a little more violently than earlier, while the younger man continued his ministrations steadily, slowly. Kissing his way back up, Kevin stroked the erection while he twirled his tongue about the head of the length, licking up the pre-cum. Kibum arched his back at the sensation that clouded his mind, calling for Kevin limply.
Kevin smirked at the call, enjoying the soft sounds Kibum made for him. He was going to tease Kibum until he got his one month worth of moans. Or maybe not, Kevin reconsidered. He wasn’t going to be so mean to Kibum who was rather nice to him. Well, anyone who paid was nice, wasn’t it?
The younger man lapped up the pre-cum that was leaking a lot faster, Kibum seemingly fighting really hard to hold his release. He had his knees bent and head dug into the pillow, thighs squeezing Kevin’s head weakly as if to push him down. His fingers gave up holding onto Kevin’s hair, because sweat was wetting his hands, making it slippery and hard to pull. Instead, curling his fingers about the loose bed sheets, Kibum cried incoherently once more.
Kibum panted heavily, erratic heart beat and twitching erection telling him there wasn’t much time left till he comes. Yet even if he did come, he would still want more. How would anyone ever be contented with coming to teases? His erection needed more attention than that-
“Kevin…” Kibum groaned, as Kevin acceded to his silent wishes by sucking the head of the member, slowly taking in Kibum’s whole length into his mouth. The warm, moist environment that engulfed his erection got him writhing, fingers once more finding their way to Kevin’s head and then gently encouraging the younger to move.
It didn’t take long, obvious from all the teasing Kevin had been doing. Kibum soon came inside of Kevin’s mouth, sighing contentedly as his back slowly touched the bed once more, deflating right after his release. Kevin hurriedly swallowed the cum, then falling on Kibum’s body with a bright smile, eager for a compliment.
“How was that?” Kevin bit his lower lip as if to control his smile, only that it was already so bright.
“Mind blown away.” Kibum hummed, raising his head slightly to kiss Kevin with a sleepy smile. He then reached for Kevin’s erection, shaking his head. “You didn’t let me move throughout.”
“N-Now you can p-punish me…” Kevin shuddered at the shallow pumps, squeezing Kibum’s shoulders.
Kibum chuckled, nodding. “Of course I would.”
-
Kibum watched Kevin’s sleeping figure next to him, smiling softly. The face that was so peaceful, without any expression. The chest that was rising and falling to a steady rhythm, without any hint of hesitation. The bare body pressed up to his side, slightly sticky and sweaty, but very warm.
Even when worn out and in a deep slumber, Kevin still looked beautiful. Well, of course, it wasn’t like his face was going to change in his sleep. There was a hint of fragility in these features, a lot more delicate than when his bright eyes made his face shine.
The smile he wore soon turned slightly bitter. Kibum realised how often he forgets that he wasn’t in this for the sex. His overwhelming feelings kept making him lost in the passion, and if he lost that shaky sanity left in him when he’s with Kevin, there wouldn’t be any chance for him to note down Kevin’s hidden turmoil. In all truths, Kibum hadn’t figured out if Kevin actually had any emotional turmoil at all. He was just letting every day pass the way it wanted to.
Kevin’s reaction, which he knew since he had spied on the younger a few days back, seemed so numb, so mechanical. He smiled at every single man that had cash in their pockets waiting for him, he leaned closer despite the disturbed glances sent his way, and sometimes even mock the public’s reaction.
That day at his dormitory…was that a trace of the real Kevin? How should he break down the protective barrier Kevin seemed to have built up since forever? He was afraid, Kibum frowned, afraid to find out what Kevin really is like.
What if everything up till now had been a façade?
And what was he going to do to sort of his feelings, whatever Kevin was really like? Every kiss was like alcohol, burning his mouth with the sweetness and causing him to be drunk. When their eyes meet at such proximity….what was Kibum going to about his palpitating heart? Kibum was even immersing himself in the pleasure, accidentally calling out Kevin’s name.
He had tried his best to resist those thoughts, to stop loving Kevin. It was nonsensical, that Kibum could fall so deeply, so quickly that he could do nothing about it. It seemed stupid, and it didn’t make sense. Kibum wasn’t this sort of person, he knew himself well. He had been the most logical person for the past twenty one years of his life. He was praised for knowing his limits, he was complimented for the lack of emotional interventions in his works before. His professor once asked him to give a little bit of emotions in the things he does, just so he feels more human too, further emphasising how nonchalant he could be.
Kevin.
Kibum mouthed the name, once more returning to reality and turning his head to the body next to him. Who moved? Kevin’s face was closer than before, and Kibum had a slight surprise seeing it so near. He hoped he didn’t wake the younger up with his loud heartbeats, hand unconsciously raised, moving towards Kevin’s face.
What was he doing? Before he could stop himself, he stretched out his index finger and poked Kevin’s nose. Kevin was so ethereal, especially in his unconscious state. It was as if he could disappear with a touch, however light. The line that draws his side profile in the dim light, the length of those eyelashes now pressed against his skin, the tousled hair that was somewhat in place. He was so precious, and Kibum just wanted to hug him tight and never let go.
Kibum forced himself to look away, thinking about everything and anything but Kevin. Damn, this man was making him insane.
Kevin shifted in his dreams, making a low sound while pressing closer against Kibum’s side. The older man’s heart skipped a beat, eyes quickly fluttering close. His ears were paying close attention to any sort of movement, afraid Kevin was awoken by his internal clock once more.
The younger man didn’t move again, and Kibum slowly peeked open his eyes and turned to the younger, wanting to check if Kevin was only changing his sleeping position.
He jerked, heart starting to beat crazily, causing him to shut his eyes once more, laughing weakly at his own silly reaction. “God, Kevin, why are you scaring me like this?”
Kevin curiously blinked, looking back adorably, but unintentionally, at the older man. With a tired voice, he ignored the question and replied with another. “Why aren’t you asleep?”
“Why aren’t you asleep?” Kibum threw back the same question, hoping to be able to use Kevin’s answer as a reference for his own reply. He surely couldn’t be saying that he was thinking about the many feelings for Kevin, and the many plans he has to understand Kevin deeply, could he?
“I had this feeling that you were looking at me.” Kevin innocently stated, yawning softly, hand instinctively moving up to cover his mouth. He quickly blinked away the tears that formed due to his yawn, refocusing his eyes on Kibum’s features. He frowned slightly, as if trying to reach an answer himself, before finally voicing it out for Kibum to respond. “Were you?”
Kibum chuckled softly as Kevin moved his hand higher to rub his eyes like a little child. Kevin didn’t seem to be very sure of the situation. Great, because that meant he could lie. “No, I was asleep until you scared me that way.”
“You opened your eyes before I could scare you.” Kevin pointed out, but already couldn’t care less about the answer. He hummed gently, grabbing Kibum’s arm and then snuggling closer. Nuzzling his nose against Kibum’s shoulder, he muttered softly under his breath. “Good night.”
“Good night.” Kibum whispered back, not wanting to be too loud for the younger man. He adjusted his position once more without shifting his hand that Kevin hugged, and pulled up the blankets, covering Kevin sufficiently for fear that he catches a cold. He must be really tired, Kibum sighed, that he was falling back into unconsciousness so quickly. Kibum then closed his eyes and leaned his head in Kevin’s direction.
He secretly wished for time to just stop, for dawn to never come, for Kevin and him to stay this way. His mind drifted to when Kevin was hesitant on them sharing a bed till daybreak. They have come so far, or was Kibum just deluding himself?
A small smile tugged on both ends of both their lips anyhow. The night was indeed, as good as it could get.
-
Happy New Year~~ :D
Have a joyful year ahead~ :D
Oh, when Kevin said he knew Kibum for one month, remember that Kibum started his project about 10 days before he met Kevin.
Time is running out~ /tick tock, tick tock~
Fandom(s) : U-KISS
Pairing(s): KeMaru
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, Romance
Warnings: Awful!English
Author's Notes: My second NaNoWriMo, and a rather bold decision, if I might say :)! Hopefully doesn't contain too much inaccuracies, and if it does, please ignore it? >_>?
Prologue :: Chapter 1 :: Chapter 2 :: Chapter 3 :: Chapter 4 :: Chapter 5 :: Chapter 6 :: Chapter 7
Chapter 8 :: Chapter 9
Has it been a month? Kevin thought, squinting his eyes as if that would help him better remember. It seemed like it had been a month since Kibum and him first met. He still remembered how difficult Kibum was, not even making a sound with all the tactics Kevin brought out to use.
Recently, or to be more specific, in these few days, Kibum had gotten a little more…responsive?
Kevin had probably fallen too deep into his own thoughts that he couldn’t register the scent he had grown familiar to already. Kibum cocked his head to a side, wondering why Kevin, who was usually sensitive to footsteps even if they were very light, didn’t hear him coming. Embracing his smaller form from the back, he felt Kevin jump a little.
Chuckling, Kibum rested his head on Kevin’s shoulder, staring at his gorgeous side profile. “What were you thinking of?”
“You.” Kevin smiled, though knowing Kibum probably didn’t believe him. It looked like the usual exchange of lovey-dovey words, anyway. Except that today, he had really been thinking about Kibum.
Kibum hummed, nuzzling the loose shirt Kevin wore to expose the pale shoulder slightly. He kissed gently, then smiling once more when Kevin turned to see what he was doing. They were so close, and Kevin didn’t understand why, but the distance was exhilarating. At the same moment, Kibum didn’t want to admit, but Kevin turning around this way was so enchanting, so tempting.
“Get a room.” A harsh warning as the receptionist purposely made a detour towards them both, brushing her shoulder against Kevin’s. “Remember your rules.”
Kevin grunted, and Kibum couldn’t help but asked the question he had been keeping inside of him. Kevin briefly explained about the contract, seemingly irked by the disturbance, even jabbing at the lift’s button despite knowing fully well that it wouldn’t hurry any of the six working lifts to arrive faster.
Kibum slid his hand from Kevin’s back to his side, then holding onto the curved-in waist comfortably. Kevin turned to the older man and smiled slightly, somewhat appeased by the act.
As he had guessed, Kibum smiled at the lift that was indicating a descending number. This brothel really did know how to run a business. Forty two days and counting, and he was unveiling more and more, both of the industry and of Kevin.
Holding onto each other’s hands in the lift and temporarily not making any sexual advances yet, Kevin leaned on Kibum’s shoulder and tried to catch a wink in a minute. Fatigue, always so easily finding him. He hadn’t been able to take a nap because Kibum had booked an appointment so abruptly, increasing his urge to fall asleep.
Kibum seemed to notice that, deciding to wear Kevin out and let him sleep. For one, he really had never been able to really see Kevin’s sleeping form. He was usually in a rush to wear his clothes and get home to prepare for school once more, or that Kevin was gone by the time he woke up. Maybe today?
A soft ring woke Kevin up, the two then walking out of the lift together. Kibum suddenly stopped in his tracks, carrying Kevin up in his arms and whispering for him to sleep for a while. Kevin protested weakly, yawning as he did, but laid his head on Kibum’s shoulder while they reached the furthest room from the lift. With Kevin cradled in his arms, Kibum had an urge to just quietly let him sleep, or take smaller, slower steps if only to make this moment last.
The mild scent of Kevin’s hair made him giddy, a small smile faintly appearing. Kevin had the scent of a new born infant after a bath actually, and his position right now - a striking similarity to his nephew whom he had held a few weeks ago. What sort of body wash does he use? Kibum chuckled, finding himself thinking like a fool, the way love made him. Whatever body wash Kevin used had nothing to do with him.
Watching Kevin sleep, he could actually do the same…
Kevin’s internal clock woke him up, much to Kibum’s dismay. Like a wilful child, Kevin struggled in Kibum’s embrace and the older man finally relented, letting him down. The younger then tugged on Kibum’s wrist, pulling him at a faster speed towards the room. Funny how their roles reversed, because Kibum was getting rather sleepy now.
After entering the room, Kibum was thrown to the bed, successfully waking him up a little. Kevin pouted cutely, fondling with his hidden member while climbing up the bed. “Are you not going to play with me?”
Kibum chuckled lowly, getting up while supporting himself with one arm, then pinching Kevin’s cheeks affectionately. “Of course I wouldn’t leave little Kevin to his own devices. How should I play with you today?”
Kevin looked satisfied with the reply, hugging Kibum’s head while kneeling, both legs straddling one of Kibum’s legs. He grinded his body against Kibum’s chest, while Kibum nuzzled his nose against the younger’s chest, gently biting the clothed area. Kevin subtly rubbed Kibum’s length with his knee, giggling as he felt Kibum stiffen in his arms.
“Ugh.” Kibum growled, pulling away before hugging Kevin’s body once more, giving the cheeky boy’s bottom a squeeze.
Kevin squeaked, then lowering himself by supporting his bottom with his feet directly, hands cupping Kibum’s face. Kibum closed his eyes, tilting his head and then moving forward. Kevin giggled softly at Kibum’s slightly jutted out lips, pressing his own against his. Eager for more, Kibum parted his lips and prodded Kevin’s mouth with his tongue, softly moaning when Kevin took advantage the situation and entered Kibum’s mouth with his own tongue.
Kevin hummed along to the familiar tune Kibum was humming to, tongue gently playing with the older man’s. When it became a little more unconscious an action, Kevin teasingly slipped his hand into Kibum’s pants, grabbing the leaking erection suddenly.
“Kevin.” Kibum groaned, breaking their kiss while holding onto Kevin’s wandering hand. “God, stop teasing me this way.”
Slowly used to Kibum’s increasing sensitivity to his touches, Kevin stuck out a tongue before kissing the older man sweetly. Nibbling then onto Kibum’s bottom lip while unbuttoning the only button of the pants, Kevin purposefully dragged the zip down, brushing over the twitching erection.
Kibum deepened the kiss, furiously ravishing Kevin’s lips if only to give himself a little more comfort. Hands reaching for his pants, Kibum removed them from his legs hurriedly. Kevin whined softly, wanting to tease Kibum a little more. He noticed Kibum left his underwear on and jumped at the chance, retrieving his hand from Kibum’s boxers and then circling the bulge.
The older man buckled his hips to the light touch, while Kevin smiled into the kiss, feeling the other smile the same way. Kibum then palmed Kevin’s member as a petty revenge, seeing the younger shift away to gasp for the air he suddenly needed. Leaning his forehead against Kibum’s, Kevin giggled giddily, then wrapping his arms about Kibum’s neck effortlessly. The two then rolled around as Kibum dragged the restricting pants off Kevin’s legs, always wanting to gain an upper hand by leaving the younger stripped to nothing at his lower body first.
“Not fair.” Kevin pouted, groaning when Kibum drew circles on his inner thigh, leaving a ticklish and arousing feeling in its wake. “You’re not allowed to move for a while.”
“How long is that while?” Kibum raised an eyebrow, while Kevin pressed his shoulders so he laid down.
Kevin then swiftly removed his shirt, feeling warm all over due to the lust, and considerately removed Kibum’s as well. With only Kibum’s boxers being the last piece of fabric between their nude form, he whispered for Kibum to sit back and relax, only moving to his touches, but not to spoil what he had prepared.
Kibum silently agreed, toes curled as Kevin bit his inner thigh gently, soft hair brushing across his clothed length. Kevin trailed up the older man’s thigh with his tongue, letting the wet muscle enter the small opening at the end of Kibum’s underwear. This then caused the boxers to ride up in the process, further exposing Kibum’s thighs, nearing Kibum’s member that was throbbing in desire.
Actually, the real reason why Kevin wanted to do this was to enjoy Kibum’s squirms and wriggles, his moans and groans. That the man he thought was unconquerable had, too, given in to the teases. Other men might give him the same reaction, but none will give him the same satisfaction.
Kevin slid Kibum’s boxers off his feet and gave the standing length a gentle stroke downwards. Kibum growled, hand reaching for Kevin’s soft locks to tug, but reminding himself subconsciously to not force Kevin’s head down to take in his leaking erection. The temptation was strong, but Kevin requested otherwise, so he’ll resist.
“Ugh…” Kibum writhed a little more violently than earlier, while the younger man continued his ministrations steadily, slowly. Kissing his way back up, Kevin stroked the erection while he twirled his tongue about the head of the length, licking up the pre-cum. Kibum arched his back at the sensation that clouded his mind, calling for Kevin limply.
Kevin smirked at the call, enjoying the soft sounds Kibum made for him. He was going to tease Kibum until he got his one month worth of moans. Or maybe not, Kevin reconsidered. He wasn’t going to be so mean to Kibum who was rather nice to him. Well, anyone who paid was nice, wasn’t it?
The younger man lapped up the pre-cum that was leaking a lot faster, Kibum seemingly fighting really hard to hold his release. He had his knees bent and head dug into the pillow, thighs squeezing Kevin’s head weakly as if to push him down. His fingers gave up holding onto Kevin’s hair, because sweat was wetting his hands, making it slippery and hard to pull. Instead, curling his fingers about the loose bed sheets, Kibum cried incoherently once more.
Kibum panted heavily, erratic heart beat and twitching erection telling him there wasn’t much time left till he comes. Yet even if he did come, he would still want more. How would anyone ever be contented with coming to teases? His erection needed more attention than that-
“Kevin…” Kibum groaned, as Kevin acceded to his silent wishes by sucking the head of the member, slowly taking in Kibum’s whole length into his mouth. The warm, moist environment that engulfed his erection got him writhing, fingers once more finding their way to Kevin’s head and then gently encouraging the younger to move.
It didn’t take long, obvious from all the teasing Kevin had been doing. Kibum soon came inside of Kevin’s mouth, sighing contentedly as his back slowly touched the bed once more, deflating right after his release. Kevin hurriedly swallowed the cum, then falling on Kibum’s body with a bright smile, eager for a compliment.
“How was that?” Kevin bit his lower lip as if to control his smile, only that it was already so bright.
“Mind blown away.” Kibum hummed, raising his head slightly to kiss Kevin with a sleepy smile. He then reached for Kevin’s erection, shaking his head. “You didn’t let me move throughout.”
“N-Now you can p-punish me…” Kevin shuddered at the shallow pumps, squeezing Kibum’s shoulders.
Kibum chuckled, nodding. “Of course I would.”
-
Kibum watched Kevin’s sleeping figure next to him, smiling softly. The face that was so peaceful, without any expression. The chest that was rising and falling to a steady rhythm, without any hint of hesitation. The bare body pressed up to his side, slightly sticky and sweaty, but very warm.
Even when worn out and in a deep slumber, Kevin still looked beautiful. Well, of course, it wasn’t like his face was going to change in his sleep. There was a hint of fragility in these features, a lot more delicate than when his bright eyes made his face shine.
The smile he wore soon turned slightly bitter. Kibum realised how often he forgets that he wasn’t in this for the sex. His overwhelming feelings kept making him lost in the passion, and if he lost that shaky sanity left in him when he’s with Kevin, there wouldn’t be any chance for him to note down Kevin’s hidden turmoil. In all truths, Kibum hadn’t figured out if Kevin actually had any emotional turmoil at all. He was just letting every day pass the way it wanted to.
Kevin’s reaction, which he knew since he had spied on the younger a few days back, seemed so numb, so mechanical. He smiled at every single man that had cash in their pockets waiting for him, he leaned closer despite the disturbed glances sent his way, and sometimes even mock the public’s reaction.
That day at his dormitory…was that a trace of the real Kevin? How should he break down the protective barrier Kevin seemed to have built up since forever? He was afraid, Kibum frowned, afraid to find out what Kevin really is like.
What if everything up till now had been a façade?
And what was he going to do to sort of his feelings, whatever Kevin was really like? Every kiss was like alcohol, burning his mouth with the sweetness and causing him to be drunk. When their eyes meet at such proximity….what was Kibum going to about his palpitating heart? Kibum was even immersing himself in the pleasure, accidentally calling out Kevin’s name.
He had tried his best to resist those thoughts, to stop loving Kevin. It was nonsensical, that Kibum could fall so deeply, so quickly that he could do nothing about it. It seemed stupid, and it didn’t make sense. Kibum wasn’t this sort of person, he knew himself well. He had been the most logical person for the past twenty one years of his life. He was praised for knowing his limits, he was complimented for the lack of emotional interventions in his works before. His professor once asked him to give a little bit of emotions in the things he does, just so he feels more human too, further emphasising how nonchalant he could be.
Kevin.
Kibum mouthed the name, once more returning to reality and turning his head to the body next to him. Who moved? Kevin’s face was closer than before, and Kibum had a slight surprise seeing it so near. He hoped he didn’t wake the younger up with his loud heartbeats, hand unconsciously raised, moving towards Kevin’s face.
What was he doing? Before he could stop himself, he stretched out his index finger and poked Kevin’s nose. Kevin was so ethereal, especially in his unconscious state. It was as if he could disappear with a touch, however light. The line that draws his side profile in the dim light, the length of those eyelashes now pressed against his skin, the tousled hair that was somewhat in place. He was so precious, and Kibum just wanted to hug him tight and never let go.
Kibum forced himself to look away, thinking about everything and anything but Kevin. Damn, this man was making him insane.
Kevin shifted in his dreams, making a low sound while pressing closer against Kibum’s side. The older man’s heart skipped a beat, eyes quickly fluttering close. His ears were paying close attention to any sort of movement, afraid Kevin was awoken by his internal clock once more.
The younger man didn’t move again, and Kibum slowly peeked open his eyes and turned to the younger, wanting to check if Kevin was only changing his sleeping position.
He jerked, heart starting to beat crazily, causing him to shut his eyes once more, laughing weakly at his own silly reaction. “God, Kevin, why are you scaring me like this?”
Kevin curiously blinked, looking back adorably, but unintentionally, at the older man. With a tired voice, he ignored the question and replied with another. “Why aren’t you asleep?”
“Why aren’t you asleep?” Kibum threw back the same question, hoping to be able to use Kevin’s answer as a reference for his own reply. He surely couldn’t be saying that he was thinking about the many feelings for Kevin, and the many plans he has to understand Kevin deeply, could he?
“I had this feeling that you were looking at me.” Kevin innocently stated, yawning softly, hand instinctively moving up to cover his mouth. He quickly blinked away the tears that formed due to his yawn, refocusing his eyes on Kibum’s features. He frowned slightly, as if trying to reach an answer himself, before finally voicing it out for Kibum to respond. “Were you?”
Kibum chuckled softly as Kevin moved his hand higher to rub his eyes like a little child. Kevin didn’t seem to be very sure of the situation. Great, because that meant he could lie. “No, I was asleep until you scared me that way.”
“You opened your eyes before I could scare you.” Kevin pointed out, but already couldn’t care less about the answer. He hummed gently, grabbing Kibum’s arm and then snuggling closer. Nuzzling his nose against Kibum’s shoulder, he muttered softly under his breath. “Good night.”
“Good night.” Kibum whispered back, not wanting to be too loud for the younger man. He adjusted his position once more without shifting his hand that Kevin hugged, and pulled up the blankets, covering Kevin sufficiently for fear that he catches a cold. He must be really tired, Kibum sighed, that he was falling back into unconsciousness so quickly. Kibum then closed his eyes and leaned his head in Kevin’s direction.
He secretly wished for time to just stop, for dawn to never come, for Kevin and him to stay this way. His mind drifted to when Kevin was hesitant on them sharing a bed till daybreak. They have come so far, or was Kibum just deluding himself?
A small smile tugged on both ends of both their lips anyhow. The night was indeed, as good as it could get.
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Happy New Year~~ :D
Have a joyful year ahead~ :D
Oh, when Kevin said he knew Kibum for one month, remember that Kibum started his project about 10 days before he met Kevin.
Time is running out~ /tick tock, tick tock~