Ame
-I’m sorry Kouchan.
The answer I had been waiting for, the love I secretly grew up was finally had an end.
You had never looked at me, your eyes and soul never reserved for someone else than him.
I love you.
Why did those words not for me?
I love you, I love you more than my own life….
Rain is falling...
Where are they come from?...
Why are they falling?...
I wondered…
I still remember those time you asked me these question.
-Nee Kouchan, do you know where is rain come from?
-Well, at school, teacher taught us that when the temperature gets…
-I know that but don’t you think…
You paused a little, although looked at the sky, I knew, your eyes seem like they were looked for somewhere else.
-They’re falling because of human’s sadness.
Then you looked at me and said.
-If someday I was sorrowful, I wanted first person I talked to will be Kouchan.
Did you know how happy I was when you said those things to me? And now I still feel so happy, though how hurt it is, whenever I thought back.
Why didn’t you understand?
Why it wasn’t me?
Why him?
Why….did I love you?
Doushite..?
I hate it.
They said that until the one you love happy, you’re happy.
Liar.
Those all are liar.
How dare they say that I will be happy if he is happy?
What is happy?
How can people believe in such a flowery words?
How can they understand my feeling?
This hurt, those pain…My heart, it feel like breaking in many, so many pieces…
No one can understand them. No one.
Can I overcome this pain?
Can I go through sorrow?
Can I forget you?
Forget our time?
Can…I..?
Today I walked on that road, did you still remember it, the road we used to go home together. All those memories when we together came back. The way you talked, those silly words we made, shops we went,….
Hurt.
My heart, it was blood seepage.
This road, I had never thought it would be so strange.
Wasn’t it so clearly?
Because…
You weren’t there.
I want to love you.
I want to have you.
I want your love.
Tai…Aishitai…
But how much I love you just never make you come back, never….ever….
Rain is still falling…
Are they falling for human’s sadness?
Do they fall for me?
Will they fall for me?...
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I finish, this is Yabu react, his sensation after recieved Inoo's answer. It isn't pretty good but hope you like it
This time I listen to plenty of song as Love in snow, loveless, Gomen ne Juliet .... and those all are JE song and solo XD
*Working, working* Well, I'm not pretty sure if Kousan was really like this if his his girlfriend did something like that *curious* (wanna see, wanna know XD)