My Dairy chapter 3a

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Month of June.

June 1.

6 days. 6 days in hell. 6 days without Tatsuya. He’s in school, but he barely talks. Koki said he’ll talk to him and ask him to talk to me, hopefully he’ll be able to talk some sense into him.

Since Tatsuya haven’t talked to me in 6 days, I spent the day with Jin and Pi. We ate at a restaurant and witnessed one of the weirdest things in my entire life. There was this other costumer there, apparently he’s a regular at the place, and then the waiter managed to spill a glass of water on him. And if that wasn’t enough, the waiter ended up confessing his love for the costumer. The whole thing ended with the both of them leaving, ignoring the calls for Koyama, probably the waiter. Pi later said that the customer reminded him of a person called Shige, who he went to school with before he moved here.

Oh god, it’s 1:00 am, I have to go to bed now, school day tomorrow.

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June 2.

Finally something in my life is going right. I got my exam back and I got top grade, thanks to Pi. He really helped me study for it, he also got top grade, not a very big surprise though, he’s always been good at school. Jin amazingly enough manage a B, guess he’s not that much of a baka as I always thought. 7th day without Tatsuya now.

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June 3.

Today was the most boring day in my entire life. Ever since Tatsuya came into my life, days without him is boring as hell! 8 days since our date, that’s 192 hours, which again is a lot of minutes.

Koki said he hadn’t had any luck talking to Tatsuya, neither has Nakamaru, but neither of them are giving up. I really am grateful for them, and they have realised that I have no intention of hurting Tatsuya.

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June 4.

Jin, Pi and I decided to skip school today, as a celebration that we all passed our exams with very good grades. We spent the day at the beach, nothing much happened. This was the 9th day without Tatsuya. We also met up with Kamenashi, apparently he and Jin are dating now, I did not see that one coming. But if Kamenashi can kept Jin on a leach, I guess that’s good for them.

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June 5.

Okay, I might’ve done something really stupid. I saw Tatsuya sit on one of the benches at school and I went over. He flinched when he saw someone stand in front of him, I don’t think he knew it was me at first. I sat down in front of him and asked him why he hadn’t talked to me in ten days. I can’t get the image of his eyes starting to fill with tears out of my head. He didn’t even give me a chance to comfort him, he just ran away. I couldn’t breathe when I saw him running away from me.

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June 6.

I stayed home form school today. My head has been trying to kill me all day, or at least I think it’s been trying. I slept most of the day, only woke up to go to the bathroom or eat, didn’t eat much today though. Jin and Pi were nice enough to stop by, giving me a report I had written some time ago, got a B+ on it. I’m going to sleep.

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June 7.

I’m not giving up, I’m not giving up. Tatsuya does not hate me, Tatsuya likes me as much as I like him. I don’t plan on giving up, I’m never going to give up on him. I am going to get him back and I’ll never lose him again!

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June 8.

Koki came to me today, said he had managed to get Tatsuya to agree to talking to me again. We’re going to meet tomorrow after school, at the playground not far from our school. Finally after 12 days, I’ll be able to talk to him again. Koki said that Tatsuya had something to tell me, he wasn’t sure what it was about.

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June 9.

Have you ever noticed that when you’re waiting for something special to happen, the day seems to go really slow? Seriously school today lasted like forever!

I met Tatsuya and we talked for hours. He told me everything that had happened to him since he moved here. He told me how he just to be bullied a lot at his old school, how he was still being bullied here, but never to the same degree. It had gone so far at his old school that he had scars on his arms.

He told me how he was kidnapped back in April, for reasons beyond him. Something about his mother, at least that’s what he thinks. He was held for a week and a half, before the private detectives, hired by his mother, found him. It was here he broke his arm. He would sometimes wake up in the middle of the night, thinking he was back. He also told me how he has had problem keeping food down. He said he couldn’t remember the last time he ate a full meal.

He started to cry, and told me that his stepfather had threaten to throw him out, because he had fallen in love with me. Apparently his stepfather had seen us on our date. He chose to ignore me, because his stepfather is apparently a very resourceful man, he didn’t want to see me get hurt.

I felt so helpless when I listen to him take about these things. All I wanted to do was hug him, telling him everything would be alright, but a part of me was afraid that he would reject me. It was only when he hugged me, that I understood that he needed me and I him.

I ended up taking him home with me, I told my parents that he was a friend and that he need a place to stay. I think my mother knew I was lying, she has a way of know such things, like when I was accused of breaking a car window. I took the blame, but my mother kept nagging me about it, until I told her what happened.

I’m glad we were able to talk things out, and I’ll do my best to help him as much as possible. Hopefully things will be a little better now.

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June 10.

The best feeling on earth is to wake up with the person you love most in the world, sleeping in your arms. It’s even better when you get to wake up that person with a kiss, and how you end up smiling and kissing each other, causing you to be late for school.

I feel like I’ve been living in this magical world since yesterday. I feel like nothing can go wrong now.

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June 11.

I’m so glad that school finishes early on Wednesdays, that way I can be with Tatsuya longer. Today we ended up going to the park and we ate ice-cream and just spent time together. Did I tell you that he looks beyond cute right after I’ve kissed him, it’s the most adorable thing I’ve ever seen.

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June 12.

We decided to go for a trip this weekend. We got the day of on Friday and therefore it’s the perfect time for a little vacation. We’re going with Jin, Kame and Pi, to Jin’s cabin. I feel a little sorry for Pi though, he’s the only one without a girlfriend, or boyfriend, never really knew which way he swung. He says he’ll be fine, he’s been there tons of times and there’s apparently a special someone there he doesn’t mind seeing again. Wonder who it is?

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June 13.

The cabin is as beautiful as I remembered it. The view is still amazing and everything is just perfect. We ate dinner at the porch and ended up stay out till over midnight. When we finally decided to get some sleep, Pi got a message and said he’d be back later. I asked Jin who this special someone was, he said he didn’t know anymore than I did, which is nothing.

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June 14.

OH MY GOD! You’ll never guess what Tatsuya and I walked in on today. Remember that special someone Pi was talking about? Well, it’s a guy, he’s three years younger than Pi and they’re sleeping together. Jin threw a hissy fit when he found out. He continued to rant about how Kusano, Pi’s special someone, wasn’t legally an adult yet and how Pi should at least wait.

Anyway we ended up spending the day together and we had barbeque for dinner. Pi and Kusano was all over each other, well it was more Pi who was all over Kusano. I don’t think Kusano minded the attention though.

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A/N: The last part is coming around 25th of June. Comments are welcomed!